Sunday, December 26, 2010

When you're around

I drive slower when you're around.
I speak slower when you're around.
I walk slower when you're around.
My time passed slower when you're around.
My world goes slower when you're around.
My heart beats slower when you're around.
My life is much more meaningful with you around.

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Sometimes ...

偶尔,想起以前的承诺
心...
虽然不如以前般难受
但不时还是会有些刺痛


再给我一点时间吧

Thursday, November 25, 2010

I Like Pool ! but I Love Girls who Play Pool !

I love to play pool
Usually I will hang out with a couple of friends for some 'poke' the balls sessions average one time a week every month.
*alrite... this photo is taken 3 years ago ==' it's all I can find~*


One day ...this little fanboy of YoonA was boring...
So he opened the tv n watched the Asian Games 2010 that has been going on.
[ 9-Ball Women's Singles Quarterfinal ]
China's Pan Xiao Ting vs Korea's Cha Yu Ram
n I go.... WoW!

born in July 23rd 1987
Started playing on the age 12
Finish 3rd on the US open
Won her first ESPN match
Ranked 14th on WPBA
Won a Gold in Asian Indoor Games 2009
Won the 2009 Amway Women's World 9-ball Open
and also 1st for alot more events that you and me never heard of ! xD

A World class pool player
One of the best pool player in the world
(I believe just behind Korean-American player Jeanette Lee)

Playing in professional events internationally since age 14.
Beating alot of Top players and gain her reputation in her journey between 2007-2010 !

Got skills n got looks !
TooBad ! She lost in the Quarterfinal in this Asian Games to the Chinese by 7-6

Although she's famous for winning matches in the end even when her score is trailing a lot behind of her opponent,
but seems like she's isn't that lucky this time ...

Awwww....


Can't see her playing in the Semi n Finals T__T

Btw,





Can you believe this is her ?!!!

I Like Girls n I Like Pool
Conclusion,
I Love Girls who can Play Pool ! xD



I find women very attractive when
they get serious, concentrating and feel confident.
Tend to get attracted to arrogant ladies I suppose..xP

YES ! THIS catches my Eyes ! xD
Confident !
Look at those stares ! =D

Cool yet so sweet at the same time ~

p/s .. She happens to resemble Go Ara in some way ^^

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

You make me Smile - Aloe Blacc

you make me smile
baby
uhm, you make me smile

I think its safe to say
things just havent been going my way
no work coming in so my money's spent
and i still got bills to pay
but through it all you're right here with me
when im sinking, oh, you come through and lift me
its nothing more then the love that you give me
keeps me from drowning in tears

you make me smile
oh, you make me smile
come through and save the day
you make me smile
you make me smile
in a very special way

everywhere i go
people keep and ask me
where i'd get my joy why am i so happy
in these trying times when a frown is the fashion
im beaming like the sun now how can that be
see the answer to the query is very simple
im always grinning from dimple to dimple

because you love me unconditionally
my happiness is heartsake
now cant you see
you make me smile
oh, you make me smile
come through and save the day
you make me smile
you make me smile
in a very special way

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Still can't get used to it

I like being alone in the day

but I don't like being alone in the night

Alone in the room at this late hour with no one to talk to

still can't get used to it....

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Explanation for previous post

Right...so the post IS about a girl
But she's not just "Any" girl...
So please don't misunderstand anything !
LAME~

haiz..now I miss my great-grandmother T____T

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

My heart goes thump thump*

I finally dreamed of you
I finally had you in my dream

My heart goes off beat

But why you have to go
Why you have to leave

My heart goes stationary

My tears burst right when you vanish
My heart broke when my eyes opened

It was just a Dream


right..nuff wif da stupid crapping up there..
I have stomache for a few days
now I got a few symptoms of getting a appendicitis.
swt...

Bless me it's NOT !
I don't wan anymore trouble !!!! >,<

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

LED Watch for SALE !



Selling for RM130.00 !
Color Option : Black / Silver
LED option : Red / Blue
Price : RM 130.00 (Negotiable)
Free Postage for Malaysia!
Other Country will be charged.
Free 2 Battery
Warranty 3 month , 1 to 1 Exchange


CONTACT ME : CALL/SMS
KAY LIM @ 0166360182

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Bad Day

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around...
yea..

Singing karaoke in a stomache condition on a trip.
I went to JB few days ago...
Thursday to be exact

the first day is not so bad..
everythin went well and then....

I got serious diarrhea
n FEVER !
well..for the Fever part
I manage to cool down myself
BY WHATEVER MEANS !
100 plus, the rhino water thing,Panadol,Eno,
but stomache is still bugging me
still ...until NOW T,T

alright, so off with my day
10.10.10
It's not a good day after all.
The bus accident was a tragedy.
Good thing my friend missed their buses.
And some chooses to go back tomorrow. Monday
Good for them !

Well, I get a serious nosebleed just now.
A premonition of the accident?
Nah....
I saw a beautiful lady...
while I was playing pool wif my buddies..
I wonder now if it was the girl who causes this nosebleed
or my mum's medicine causing my body go heaty..xD
well..can't deny, the girl is gorgeous.
n It does catch my eyes for more than 10seconds =)
my eyes just stucked on her until she walked out of my sight. xP
(I dont simply stare at girl for so long know !)

Ah, my stomach in pain again..>,<
not that I needa go to the toilet..
it's more like a gastric ..swt
bless me get better tomorrow.. sob

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

My Life span just got shorten

N I LOVE IT !

I think I just died on the last second of the video ! ^~~~^



Because of this screen saver I'm staring at my laptop every minute like an idiot n let it idle..xD *Fan boy alert !*



Friday, October 1, 2010

Not a Good Exam Week

Exam...after today's 430pm I'm officially ended my 1st sem in Gamma year

People studying for exam..I go watch movies..yamcha...gaming...pool-ing..pps...youtube.. LOL

Today is also the same..I started going through the slides in the middle of the night.
But today I'm not gonna finish through everything, so God bless me tomorrow.
Why?
Heartache....
Yes...Heart in pain
No...not psychologically... it's really physically..
Why am I still blogging and not sleeping?
Probably scare I won't get up tomorrow~ xP joking!

Well, I just started watching My Girlfriend is a Nine tailed Fox
Last Friday to be exact. And I finish 15 out of 16 episode within a week.
And yes, In this exam period ! >,<
I'll get an A for questions about this Drama. xD

Goo Mi Ho(Nine tail fox in Korean)
aww...she's too innocent?
Such a pity it wasn't Yoona who took this role.
but Shin Min Ah did play it well.
It's a awesome drama to watch and I give high ratings for it.
Seriously I would do the same like Dae Hoong if I ever met this kind of girl to love.
Sacrificing and giving with sincerity and pure heart.
But too bad it's difficult in this realistic world we live in.

只对对我好的人好,
对某些人,简直就是浪费感情又浪费时间.
I gotta agree with this in the end.

There is someone who let me down.
Disappointed...
It's like leaving you instead of returning your soul after 100 days
It's just like Dong Ju the vet in the drama said.
Some human betray just for their own and self benefits.
They are not trust-able.
Taking you for granted and see you as nothing.
Friend or not.
They leave me with an answered question.
Friend... or NOT
Now I felt something's missing,
Something inside have been taken away.

My Trust and Faith.

Is it all so fragile ?
Is everything so invaluable ?
Is everything was all nothing but an act?

Disappointment.
This is all I have... This is how I felt.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Haven update anything lately..

Well, let's just say I'm not good in putting picture and thoughts into words.

Having a "writer's block" everytime.. xP
Writing crap is my specialty, but not with blogging about myself..

hm, so...... this time of year usually and it still is... friends who scattered around the World/Malaysia for studies, work etc etc.. came back for holidays
I met almost everyone except a few...and having a packed schedule almost everyday.
Well, of course...financially break down because of this as well.
TOO MUCH OUTINGS !
A quick income just hit by...and it goes off just as quick.
Outings...Birthdays...Vacations... spending much of them on others than myself.
aiks...now I left only a small budget...headache-ing on how to spend it on myself.
Well..an iPhone 4 is still my choice..hope I don't regret it.


Right, so I'm 20 years old right now.
An end to my TEENAGE years.
Everything was so different from last and the year before.
Friends come and go.
Mixing with different batches of friends from time to time.
Almost like we're having a Season of meetings ourselves.

Well, can't deny.. as year passed I'm getting a bit lonely and lonelier ..sobs
I need to find something new and fresh to start.
I need Yooong >,<

pfft...my head are blocked again..
period.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Are you My Friend ? Hate Me or Like Me


People in Life are categorise into many category..
I have three in my case.
I have Friends !
I have Almost a Friend !
I have Strangers !

*There are friends who are now in my "Siblings" categories*
Not gonna mention in this post ! They are not important ! xP
erhem..jk..

So..

I have friends who accepted me for who I am... cuz they know me well and know my true self...
I can give them a gloomy "emo" face the whole day.
They take my jokes,
They doesn't care no matter how much I tease and make fun of them.
We shout to each other foul and harsh words everyday.
I can scold and stomp on their head from day to night.
But the next day, you'll see me on the same table, the same people and the same laughters.
Cuz we know, it's verbally and not really actually mean it.
We used to have this Pattern called "NO FRIEND"
When we upset about you, unsatisfied of something a friend does..
This two words NO FRIEND will comes up.
and mostly we will always add in.."Tomorrow Continue"
So, this is the spice between us BEST FRIENDS
We argue, we teases, we make fun, we scold, we stomp your pride, we joke, we make you angry, we make you hate us till NO FRIEND for a day *or a minute*
This what makes a BEST FRIEND ! =) Bro n Sis ! Agreed ?
Well, I believe some people would say "This is crap!" "Lame and unacceptable"
Well, Want me to prove it ?
Let me just say one thing,
this may not be for everyone... but for me... this is what I called a FRIEND
We doesn't turn our back, we doesn't fake anything
We kick your ass when you get on our nerve.
We buy you dinner or drinks at random times.
Nothing separate us and nothing can change this bond.
Friends today, Brother and Sister tomorrow.
We may pour salt to each other wound occasionally,
But we never let anyone down or behind.

This is how I make Friends
Judge me on my looks
Judge me on my attitude
Judge me on my way
Judge me for who I am
But don't judge me on how I treat a Friend
Cuz they who stood beside me proves everything.
Why should you ?
SO JOIN US ! ;)

And there are those who I called Almost a Friend.
I have people who dislike my attitudes and the way I be myself...cuz they don't see much further inside...
And it doesn't bring us both forward to anything.
Well, who give a damn about them ?
The same thing I done, both accepted and dislike by both different person..
Matter of perspective I guess...
There's some questions I needed to ask and for everyone to answer.

This is what I heard from TONS of people in this passed years.
They say I EMO 24/7 ?
They said I look pissed when I'm not smiling ?
They said a lot of negative stuffs ..
Unapproachable ? Egoistic ? Proud ?
I KNOW ! I KNOW !
Heard it like 9123984235789 times already ! ><' I don't blame them... Try stick with me for a day and not 5 minutes... Anyway..In My/Our lives We had a whole different Life and Experiences and We Enjoy Every Moment ! We don't have to fake a laughter, We don't have to worried about misunderstanding, WE ARE STEADY !
NO HARD FEELINGS !
Therefore, I enjoy Life
To be able to do anything we like when we are with our FRIENDS
Without restrictions and live a Crazaayyyy Memories !

This is ME
This is between Me, Friends, and everyone else who's breathing.
So either Hate me or Like me !
Your Choice ~ ^^ Not my Business


So, What makes a Friend to You ?

Monday, July 19, 2010

Girl, I need a girl....

Girl, I need a girl....

I need a girl who need me to wake her up every morning for class or work.
I need a girl who pissed me off every time we had a conversation, but knowing I would still love her no matter what.
I need a girl who drag me around all the time n end up in places we both doesn't know.
I need a girl who I can make her feel special and have every privileges I can gave 24/7.
I need a girl who act boldly and doesn't care her image in front of me.
I need a girl who suddenly shout at me in the middle of the crowd and make me felt guilty.
I need a girl who will suddenly go silent n for me to guess what actually she wanted and if I fail she will ignore me for a day.
I need a girl who always give me obvious hints and I have to act dumb before giving her the surprise.
I need a girl who make up herself before going out but knowing that I love to see her without it.
I need a girl who hit me a lot at random times with lame excuses.
I need a girl who wash the dishes with me when we ate with our family and after that I have to pay back hours of massage for each plate she washed.
I need a girl who would tell me stories,happy or not that happened on her daily life to me everynight.
I need a girl who accompany me shopping for food n anything needed every weekend.
I need a girl who take me along n ask my opinion for clothes.
I need a girl who always can't finish her food n I have to finish it up.
I need a girl who shout at me,and vent out her anger on me when she's upset.
I need a girl who will force me to eat something she like n I dislike.
I need a girl who I can tell my stupid jokes on.
I need a girl who I can take care of and needed me to remind her on everything but actually I'm the one who needed her the most.
I need a girl who I can give flowers to every single random occasion.
I need a girl who's stupid enuff to have no sense of direction but smart enuff to guide me to the right direction in life.
I need a girl who likes to travel around with n get lost together.
I need a girl who said she will cook for me but in the end there's never once I ate her's but instead I'm the one who cooks for her.
I need a girl who I can honestly tell her my problems and show my weak side.
I need a girl who I can put a smile on her face because that what makes my day perfect.
I need a girl who makes me smile every second I thought of her.
I need a girl who I can squeeze the life's blood out of her hand whenever we are together.
I need a girl who I can make her feels like she's the only one in the room in a crowded place.
I need a girl who argue with almost about everything but in the end I have to lose no matter what.

I Don't Need a Girl....

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Love Light - CNBlue

I always wanted to post this song up here to share
but everytime my mind flew away and I forgot about it...xP
this is a very soothing song with sweet lyrics..
nothing special...but just loving it... ^^



when i look at you my face gets red
when i see you my heart goes thump thump
i talk with shyness like a kid
when i look at you i just smile out of nowhere
like a fool I keep doing that
I think love came to me

Youre the president of my heart
Youre my chests star embroider
Im Genie for you girl
You make me stop breathing
whatever you want
because i love you
Theres no reason for my love you know

youre a darling
youre more beautiful than the stars above in the night sky
the shining thing deep inside my heart
my own love light

i love you darling
give me light next to me whenever
every night i look at you
and youre beautiful even when i look at you
youre my love light

when i see you i feel like im up on the clouds
it may be immature but i keep doing this
i tihnk love came to me

youre a darling
youre more beautiful than the stars above in the night sky
the shining thing deep inside my heart
my very own love light

i love you darling
give me light next to me whenever
every night i look at you
and youre beautiful even when i look at you
youre my love light

youre lovely
youre mroe blinding than the sunlight up in that sky
you shine the dark places inside my heart
my own love light

i love you lovely
even if i close my eyes i see you
looking at you like this
youre still blinding even when i see you
youre my love light

Sunday, June 6, 2010

3 weeks of holiday...

First week went to Korea n had a blast of a time !
I don't know how to start n where to start the story...
Afta I arranged all my photos maybe.. =)

the 2nd week was like a pit stop for me...
staying at home most of the time
going out yamcha... gaming...wasting time n so...

n then the 3rd week to Redang
there goes my money flew ~

In debt n broke currently..
wonder how Im gonna survive June T,T
las few days outing with friends..gotta thanks Dennis n Waichun for sponsoring me a few bucks on my dinner...
n yesterday err..i mean today...Dennis n Hueyshian, Waichun, Kent n Me went WC's house n chat till 5am in the morning ...
Lookin forward to the next gather n hope with more friends..^^
its great to look back at all the stupid n interesting things that we all did together in the past...
wow..we sound like a gang of old folks ..xD
stop now for a while..just a quick updates..
gonna blog bout my trip when i got the time i suppose..

chaoz~

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Time for a Change

3 am in the morning d lu..

9pm gonna start check in d..

Gonna leave Malaysia for a week.

Not bad for a idea to leave this place for a distance in a while.

Getting emo every night for no reason is seriously killing me slowly ==''

Hoping to clear n refreshen up myself in a whole different environment =)

Gonna change myself in a week's time

Bless Me~
Cheers ~!!

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Woke Up

I posted something yesterday...

n right after I woke up today

The rational side of me woke up and I snapped..

Why the hell do I need to mention all those crap?

Why do I have to tell people what I did?


It's all in the past.

I just have to find someone who will appreciate.

Find someone who will wrote what I've done for them instead.

Someone that will appreciate, cherish and do not take things for granted.

Cheers~

Friday, April 30, 2010

I Don't Give a Damn

Who are you

It's all about you

You, Yourself and You

Where were you when everything is falling apart

You ran away n just quit it like always

Left with no reasons leaving nothing but only deceiving

A hypocrite with nothing worth believing

Cowardly, You're a coward

Throwing everything on me n moving yourself forward

Blame it on me like you always did

Throwing me away like some useless garbage

Where were you? Where were you?

You told me we should go our separate ways

So why ? So why? So why?

You still come whenever I'm needed like always

You know I'm easily deceived, I can't deny

You found me

You found me

You got me

You got me

It's time to get even

I don't give a damn

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

A Smile of Cruelty

I had so many things I wana post up
But every time something will comes up and I'll be lazy to be putting effort here..
Mood swings alot these few weeks... I mean months... or years.. ==''

So I guess no Yoona post..
no "Complaining" post
no "Whining" post
no "Silly" post
Today =) Cheers~
I'll crap about something that hits the head at this moment....

em..Crappy..
Please hit the RED X on the top right corner if you're not interested in EMO



My friend wrote a quote from a poem in his status..
And it reminds me of this line in the same poem..

"Admirer as I think I am, of star that do not give a damn"

I look at the stars every night
Yes, I Do...Do not Doubt about it.

I get sad when its cloudy
I get moody when its raining

I think Y'all know that this isnt this simple right..
What looking at stars or admiring at stars gonna do with me ?
It's a metaphor
(i think) *English not good nuff*

My Star
Even if it's faraway and seemingly unreachable
It never stop me for dreaming n hoping
that one day
I'll reach n achieved everything I'd dream of
I'll be Happy =)
To find a meaning in our lives that comes,
not from the outer universe,
but from within ourselves.


I'll keep look after my star
In a distant
If I were to lose them
I hope Time would play its role as the healer
And I would eventually learn to go on without them
Can I ?

It's been long
It's been too long

Still....


Your Smile Never Fails to Make Me Smile

Friday, February 26, 2010

你自然就会放下

Someone posted in Facebook
Taking it n posting it here.. =)


一个苦者找到一个和尚倾诉他的心事。
他说:“我放不下一些事,放不下一些人。”
和尚说:“没有什么东西是放不下的。”
他说:“这些事和人我就偏偏放不下。”
和尚让他拿着一个茶杯,然后就往里面倒热水,一直倒到水
溢出来。
苦者被烫到马上松开了手。
和尚说:“这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的,痛了,你自然就会放下。”



你可能觉得难过
因为无论你对他怎么好他都不领情
他不是看不到
他只是装作看不到
或者他根本不想看到
你觉得自己很喜欢他
甚至觉得再没有一个人可以像你那么喜欢他
你用尽全力对他好
把他看的比自己还重要
有什么事情第一个就想到他



联系不到他的时候你担心他担心的快疯了
然而你有没有想过
这并不在你的责任范围
而且很有可能他是在躲着你
他受不了你对他那么好
不要一直发短信给他
不要一直找他
你也许只是想找他说说话
你觉得那很正常不算苛求
但是也许他并不这么想



记住你的想法不代表他的想法
你是真的不求回报的在喜欢他吗
你扪心自问一下
你确定不用他回报什么吗
那为什么你会难过
若是真的一无所求
你又怎么会觉得难过呢
所以别觉得你那么爱他是伟大的
也许她根本不在乎你怎么为他付出
有时候你给他的爱或许是种负担



这种负担只会让他更加想远离你
因为他不想亏欠你
别事事为他担心为他张罗
你觉得他没有你不行
你觉得别人做不到你那么完善
但是你要清楚
你不是他要的那个人
你做的再完善也敌不过人家不做
自然会有人为他担心为他着急
不用你来费心



那个位置本来就不是你的
你何必硬要挤上去呢
也许曾经你们是相爱过的
但是请记住那是曾经
过去的就是过去了
如果大家真的适合在一起
那么当初就不会分开
无论是谁提的分手都一样
这段感情曾经就是存在破裂点的
不管是谁错结果都是一个你们分开了



分开以后
如果一方试图想挽回而另一方没有同意的话
那么这段感情就是过去了
他是理智的因为他已经明白了两个人不适合
而你还一遍一遍的告诉自己
你们当初如何如何相爱
不可能那么容易就分手的
这样只会让你更加难以放弃
却不会让对方再次回头选择你
除非大家都有意要和好



否则你一个巴掌是不可能拍响的
所以尽早打消这个念头吧
至于他是不是有意我想你自己心里比谁都明白
不要觉得自己有多可怜或者把自己弄的很可怜
这样做一点意思也没有
他不会因为你可怜而喜欢你
你说道理你都懂只是你做不好
不是你做不好是你不想做
你不是怕忘记他你是怕他忘了你吧
别说什么他离不开你的



其实分明就是你离不开他
他若是离不开你
他就不会不要你
整天死死巴着人家不放的人是你
不懂事的人是你
难道你没看出来吗
喜欢他不是你的错
想关心他不是你的错
控制不住自己不是你的错
但是那是你的方式



傻孩子.
忘了吧.所有你留恋的.你回忆的.你拥有过的.
那些.都已是记忆.
缺失并不可怕.
可怕的.是无法面对.



傻孩子.
勇敢看着镜子中的自己吧.
这个悲伤软弱满面憔悴的自己.
这也是你.成长中的你.
这个你.正在逐渐死去.
新的你.即将重生.
找寻你的路.你的未来.
你知道的.所有的浩劫.都是成长的祭奠.
做最好的自己.即使.一个人.



傻孩子.
你无法轻易忘记放弃.是因为你付出过.
付出了.她就会像柱子一样扎根在心.
不要刻意去逃避.刻意忘记.那只会让你更痛苦.
绕开这个柱子.寻找未来的幸福生活吧.
那里.有你的理想.



傻孩子.
开始新的习惯吧.
习惯.早上不再有人工闹铃.
习惯.每天一个人生活.
习惯.一个人过生日.一个人行走.
你逃不掉.逃不掉的.
那么.就勇敢面对.现实.
现实是.她已离开.一切.画上了句点.



傻孩子.
好.好.尽情发泄吧.
剥开自己的心.用文字.用声音.用所有能发泄的方式.
泄完了.就要振作.
看吧.你失去的.其实微不足道.
还有那么多人关心着你.以不同的方式.
所以.你并不孤独.
正是这样的失去.让你看清现在所拥有的幸福.



傻孩子.
别哭.别再哭.
不值得.真的.不值得了.
把过去尘封吧.别委屈.别不甘心.别不接受.
开始新的旅程吧.去遇见新的风景.新的际遇.
做你该做的事吧.有很多事.等待着你完成呢.



傻孩子.
所有的人都对你有信心.
所以.你也要充满信心.
你是坚强的.积极的.乐观的.洒脱的.
以前是.以后也会是.
总有一天.那个活力无穷傻气无尽的女金刚会复活.



傻孩子.
生活褪去了曾有的颜色.暂时宁静.
别沉沦在这片宁静里.那会毁掉你.
你要明白.虽然残忍.但这个决定.足够正确.
现在的生活.不是你想要的.
为了你的理想.你必须学会适时放弃.
给对方最好的关怀.就是.变的更好.更强大.更幸福.



现在我对你很好、很好、很好,
你不需要、你无所谓、你不在乎,你不珍惜。。。。
当某天,你被伤害,想起我。
那时的我再也做不到像现在这样一如既往、不顾一切的



对你好了。。。
因为那时的我,已经将你放低。。。。
原来,放低一个人,最后是被对方逼出来的。。。。
其实这个世界,真的没有非要谁不可,
走自己的路,别回头

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Can You Feel My World

Can You Feel My World ...

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Just venting out, don't take this post too seriously

I always thought I have a Good temper...
but I guess I don't..
(What you guys think ? Do I have a good temper n patient enuf? )

But, sometimes I really got pissed by those people
who take things for granted.
Who only think for themselvs n doesnt consider about the other's situation

叫我来就来,叫我走就走
当我是什么???!!
做好人也有极限
说好时间就那个时间
不要最后一分钟才告诉我!!
不能就早说,别叫我等电话,
说好了是今天会给个电话, 叫我等!! 但最后一个电话都没有
让我因为你这个"朋友"浪费了整天的时间!!
And it's not the first time ... like how we said in chinese ..
Put Aeroplane...
.. I also got my own life for goodness sake..
And one thing I got pissed is because..
Why can't you just tell the TRUTH !!!!
WTF!! If you can't make it today
Then just tell me you're not available and that you need to go out with the others.
Then i can stick on with my day..
And the most ridiculous part is..
Going out with who also you need to lie..wtheck.. is that necessary?
Why you have to tell me to standby n wait for your call ??
You have tight schedule ?? puii!!
We already decided one day before..
and suddenly you told me you can't manage your time the nex day..wat da heck
You want go dating den ma tell me lo...
Do I always have to follow you ? Call me to wait your call to see when your gonna be free..You go "busy" Dating also need me to wait for you finish dating...
walao...
That doesnt make any sense.. I'm not you PRIVATE SERVANT
it'll give me an idea that you will settle your things in a while n then let me know
but it took the whole day n not even a message to inform me sooner..
and ends up im like a fool sitting at home just because of you .. a FRIEND

ZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZ

pfft...
im not trying to scold anyone or blaming
not even the "subject" in this post..
just venting out my frustration n anger
no hard feelings and for godsake...
You are still my friend..
But I do hope you...please...stop giving me troubles
and sometimes please do something to make me happy a bit will ya..zz

Haiz...烂好人...
I'm such a hypocrite..
Guess no one will believe I'll still treat those who treat me badly as a friend
but, I cherish each n everyone
they all came into my life for a reason
maybe thats how my mindset makes me a "hypocrite"

Saturday, January 16, 2010

My Weekends

Alright...

So..I'm gonna update this few weekends before my 3rd sem started.


First Week !!

Went to K.L with Kenjii on Sunday afternoon by BUS!!!
I wish I could drive thou,
but due to my mum have to fetch my sis to school the next morning
(which is Monday, cuz im spending overnight)
but oh well...
I got out of risk from getting another speed ticket atleast xP

Alright, met up with JianShen there at Pudu.
(He had to wait for us for an hour, cuz he took an hour earlier bus)

And so, my plan changed from going to Times Square to nothing
(due to some reasons)
and we took the bus to PJ Seksyen 17

And we are very very very unlucky ....
100+meters from his house...(on foot)
Imagine bigger than a 50cent size raindrop falls like raining bullets
Running is futile
Instant soaking ==''''


His house is not bad at all
just that the water pressure is too low
and takes time to finish bathing ..swt
Doing basically nothing in his house cept online again
Well, once the rain stop
We took bus again...==''
to I forgot where but I remember they call the "Mamak Stall"
MURNI
heard of them?
they told me that they have anything you want
from Western to Mamak style...
I don't know about that
but I ordered a steak
my friend have fried rice with chop
and I saw Spaghetti on the next table
Nasi Lemak, Maggi goreng, Giant Currypuffs @@
n yeah...I mean Giant !
and the whole street is their "territory"
table from the head to the tail of that street ..exaggerating

Okie, after having dinner...
We decided to walk home
On the way I got myself tauhu fa for supper ^^


And so, blah blah blah for the night
Dota for midnight
and feeding mosquito just when I'm about to sleep ==''
Oh btw... this is where I sleep ..



And this is Kenjii who's sleeping..


nice pose eh..xD

Right,

Next day !

SMS PJ to have lunch at KLCC later noon
before that, waking up at 9 am is a pain T,T
just to visit UTAR with my friend to settle his "Problems"
Now only I know,
Utar n MMU both **** xP
Maybe becuz our previous admin went to Utar d.. xD
Taking a cab to Utar RM3.50
But why the heck I have to WALK down this looong road


in this HOT day to go back !!

Reach KLCC with empty stomach at 3pm ==''
Have a plate of Teppanyaki and Sandwich from Subway
My Breakfast + Lunch !! xD
Met up with PJ there and have lunch together
cit chat for awhile
and found out many things that I didn't know about in foundation years
haha...man..I gotta find more chances and go out yamcha often xP
Well, after lunch and short window shopping
(Not much time to shop) T,T
Kinda sry have to let PJ came all the way from WangsaMaju
here to KLCC just to have a lunch with me ...aiks..
Well, I guess I'll make it up some other day =)


Right, head to Times n SgWang from KLCC
Search up and down, and still I can't find my shoes.. T,T
Mission Hunt Shoe Fail yet again until today
Well, atleast I bought a shirt for RM59.90 =) for CNY ^^
Too bad I don't have much time to actually go in every shop
and also head to Pavillion
Well, I guess Im gonna continue some other weekends..hopefully..

Oh, did I mention I almost lost my wallet *Full of Cash* ?
@@'' I left it in one of the store in SGwang
Imagine hundreds of them !!!!
But, lucky I found it and I got it back at al-ikhsan
the people there kept it for me ..phewwww !!
Good thing they are honest :)
Thankiu very much !!


And there we go again.. after shopping
Walking to Pudu...Damn the road is long ==




8+pm bus


Ah~ heading home finally
watching shows that I've downloaded in my laptop through the whole journey
And guess what !!
There's a Indian(?) guy in his 40s I think
watching porn behind the bus ==''''
(the bus is only less than half full of passengers)
not that I saw what he's watching but the sound coming from behind....
!@#@$#%^&
*moaning sounds*
I believe anyone of you who heard will instantly knew what is that !
at 1st my friend thought it was me..
but I was wearing headphones !!!!
I still hear the "sound" even with my headphones on...
Imagine how loud is that !!! @@''

Stupid Halfly Evolved Hairy Monkey !! =='''
(Sry, I'm only refer to the guy, no Offence! )

Ok, enough of that Indian guy sh*t

Kelvin fetched us at Sentral later on
and we went supper somewhere in Tengkera,
ate "Mian Fen Gao" before heading home individually.

A tiresome day ..I think I'd walked more than 50 km in one day ==''
Go anywhere also walk.. my legs are killing

And then my whole weekday stuck bored ==''


The Next Weekend !!


Friday actually,
start journey to Genting with Eric n his fellow housemates
10 of us 2 cars 1 destination.
Nothing much interesting happened during the road
Until........
Noob Eric blown his Car tyre ==''
Not the tyre blown by itself..
But noob Eric drove his car n ram onto the sidewalk n blown his tyre
Stupid...at cyber reverse ram my car..
Now at petrol station burst own tyre..
Realli noob xDDD
*For photos please refer to my Facebook*

I'll put an end here la..Lazy d..xPP
the Genting trip let the photo in my FB says it all =)

Chaoz~
Fullstop.

Monday, January 4, 2010

Ok Ok, I update..

Update eh...

What should I update ??!! TT'''
Not that I ain't got nothing to blog about.
DAmn! I'm getting lazier each day.

Christmas and New Year..
hm..
lets just skip that part aite..
Trust me...
The enthusiasm ..the fun..the interesting stories...
NON !!
I hope Xmas 2010 and New Year 2011 celebration will not let me down !!!

Alright..let's just talk about today..erh...yesterday .. (4th Jan 2010)

Sleeping at 6 am n waking up at 2pm is not a good habit !!!
Watching tv , reading the papers ...wow..My life is bore as Hell!!!

Alright, it's not...for today
Went Portugis Settlement for dinner at 730pm
Sponsored by our NSQ founder Mr.Lim KB
(He won a lot in Genting !! xDD)
DAi lou Mr.Lim, Michael n wife, Kent, Wenyao, Cavan n Me
Ate over RM300+ *plus beer la of cuz*
Not bad for the dinner cept my stomach bloating up lyk its gonna blow @@''
Have a short walk beside the "New" small jetty and fooling a few small lil kids there..
Damn I miss that place...Where I laugh, yelled, cry, fooling around, citchatting...etc etc in the past years....

Alright...enough of the past..

We off to GoGo after that..
Sing ar Sing ....until almost 12 am ..they send me to a nearby CC and I met up with Chris..
For No/Sudden reason.. we both play a match of game and go back home...(Random) =='''

and here I am..stilll blogging about almost nothing in 4 a.m

Owh!! n I'm planning to go Korea this June !! Listen!! Planning only...
Still need to wait an answer from my aunt before everything finalize ..

Yipiieee !! ^^


Alright.. I hope that satisfied u Aunty Wendy and River YangTze
I wonder why I'm blogging when they are only a few of you viewing.. xDD haha


Oh yea btw....

I'm ANTI 2PM-Taecyeon from now on xDDDDD kakakaka
don't ask me why!!!