Monday, September 2, 2013

Just So You Know

I'll walk the dusk
I'll walk till dawn
Thought you should know
A war with love

Shot and wounds
Cracked and broked
Thought you should know
I was never bulletproof

Waiting here,
Been waiting here
Building me up
Break me back down
I can't look away
I just can't turn away.

It doesn't look like it's gonna fade
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
I just gotta say it all before I go.

The motivation to all my actions
The drug to my addictions.
The thoughts that eating me alive.
You're the dream that carried me through day & night

Waiting here,
Been waiting here.
I'm always there.
Left broken
Just never spoken.

Just so you know, Just so you know.

You will never know....

Thursday, August 1, 2013

The Forgotten, The Very Beginning

It's a surprise how time flies.
Putting together all the pieces.
Pictures from the puzzles.
It's still so clear in the mind.
It felt like yesterday

Looking back the timeline
It began from when I started fooling around

It's sad to see it was all for nothing
It's gone, forgotten, seems never existed
It was nothing.

Sometimes there are things that worth the chance,
It's that One thing,worth fighting for.
And when you found them,
Everything in the world doesn't matters.

Fate... Chance, Coincidence

Eight years ago....
That's when it all began.
That's when it all started.
What if..
If only.....
Going back to the corner where I first saw you
I guess I'm better off now

A story untold
A story that should be forgotten.

Do you... still remember.. ?

Thursday, June 20, 2013

Moments of Impact

Moments of Impact
The moment of impact proves potential for change.
Has ripple effects far beyond what we can predict.
Sending some particles crashing together,
Making them closer than before.
While sending others, spinning off into great ventures,
Landing where you never thought you’d find them.
That's the thing about moments like these.
You can't, no matter how hard you try,
Controlling how it gonna affect you.
You just gotta let the colliding part goes where they may.
And wait.
For the next collision.

           Leo -----"The Vow"

 Look at her and tell yourself that it's time to walk away.

 ... I just wanted you to be happy.

Saturday, June 8, 2013


Am I better off dead?
Am I better off a quitter?
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her

As they take me to my local down the street
I'm smiling but I'm dying Trying not to drag my feet

They say a few drinks
Will help me to forget her
But after one too many I know that I'm never
Only they can see where this is gonna end
But they all think I'm crazy but to me it's perfect sense

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if i go there now
I can change your mind,
Turn it all around.

And I know that I'm drunk but I say the words
If she'll listen this time even though they're slurred
I'll dial her number and confess to her
I'm still in love but all I heard was nothing

So I stumble there, along the railings and the fences
I know I'm with her face to face
That she'll come to her senses
Every drunk step path tend leads me to her door
If she sees how much I'm hurting
She'll take me back for sure

Oh sometimes love's intoxicating
Oh you're coming down
Your hands are shaking
When you realise there's no one waiting

Am I better off dead?
Am I better off a quitter?
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if i go there now
I can change your mind,
Turn it all around.

And I know that I'm drunk but I say the words
If she'll listen this time even though they're slurred
I'll dial her number and confess to her
I'm still in love but all I heard was nothing

She said nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing, I got nothing
I wanted words but all I heard was nothing

Oh I got nothing
I got nothing, I got nothing, I got nothing

Sunday, April 14, 2013

G. Up

People always say,
Do not give up.
Do not give up hopes,
Do not give up faith.

But there are times,
There are things
We have no other choice but to
Give up.

It's a fight between the Conscious and the Sub-conscious
It wont be easy.....
I won't give up
I'll give up for you.

Saturday, March 2, 2013



A mother's love to her child.
A person's love to his/her beloved.
It's The greatest gift a person can give to someone.
Sometimes misunderstood,
Sometimes neglected.
In Chinese we called: 疼爱 teng ai
The first word means pain,
and the second means love.
This is what our love is.

It is not determined by the one being loved,
But by the one choosing to love.
Soul mates aren't perfect people,
They can come to your life and give intense love to intense pain,
It's called Growth.
Your other half simply helps you grow.

Knows no reason,
Knows no boundaries,
No distance.
A sole intention of bringing people together to a time called, 

It's unconditional, it's still never free.
There's always an expectation.
Expecting you to be happy.
Love them without fear,
And embrace them without restrictions.
Accept them without wanting them to change,
Watch them evolve and grow,
Into the realization of their own potential.
There comes a time,
They need to journey on without you.
Love them enough to let go.

I won't be her first,
Her last or her only.
She'd loved before, She will love again.
She's not perfect and neither do I,
And the two of us will never be perfect.
Hold on to her, and give her all I've got,
She's not going to change,
She's not going to be thinking about you,
But she will give a part of her that she knows I'll break.
Don't hurt her, Don't change her,
Don't expect too much.
Smile when she makes you happy,
Cry when she makes you sad,
Miss her when she's not there.

Fight for it with everything you have,
Until you have nothing left.
Fought until it was literally the end of it.
Fought for your integrity,
Your life,
Your future..
And just about everything you have.

Thursday, January 10, 2013

Dreamers Dream

I found you.
Three sixty and five long days,
You're still the same,
Since seven thirty nights from May.
Inside the fog where trees are bare and everywhere,
Dawn's near and conquered fear,
Still lost somewhere, going nowhere.
Till I found you.

I found you, in a pouring rain.
Hear the wind sings and feel the water dance,
Captured souls and frozen glance.
Lone stars shine when the curtain falls,
A million stars, a million stares,
I see only you in the billion among all.
It aint no nightmares, it's just a dream.
Till I found you.

I found you, in the darkest hour.
A sailor who lost at sea. That light would be all that I'd see.
Those are the Dreamers dreams.
The one there to open my hand, to make a stand.
Give that sweet release,
Bring me back to heaven's peace.
Those are the dreams that a dreamers dreams
Till I found you.

What about us? What about us...
This word raises me up
What about us? What about love...
Just take one step

I'll do the rest.

I was lost,
Till I found you.

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Possible Impossibility.

Every time I close my eyes
I know I have you by my side.
I can't see you with all this light
But you are always there am I right?

Every night I'll watch the sky.
I'm tiny and our distance so far apart.
You shine for me and you'll always be.
Dreaming the possible impossibility.

I thought I have you in the unfold.
I watched the fan turns and blows.
Ever dream of all the places we could go?
Dreaming the possible impossibility.

The more I try, the more I'm losing
Crazy how this had me stressing
Baby, I'm so sorry
Dreaming the possible impossibility.

I'll quote a song,
I know it makes no sense
But what else can I do.
Ever wonder where on Earth I could be?
You will see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
Going back to the corner where I first saw you.

Dreaming the possible impossibility.

Monday, October 15, 2012

Song - "Distance"

Maybe it's too soon,
Maybe it's too late.
It happens at the wrong time in one's life.
Or perhaps, it's just not the right one.

When a song is born,
There's one thing it's about or one feeling it gives.
This one feeling stitched up my heart.

Tuesday, October 2, 2012


Walk if you can't run.
Crawl if you are crippled.
Hold on even if you're in pain.
Cheat death and live forever.

I had been hurt, crushed, and almost destroyed.
I fall, cried, and almost broke apart.
But I never once lost my faith.
Persistence, I make my stand and held on.
They say I'm a dreamer,
A fool looking only at fantasy.
I said,
I'm just the Author of my life.

You know you never mean it,
When you say all you want is for them to be happy.
Because deep inside,
What you really want is to be part of their happiness.

As long as we are true to our self,
As long as we tried and gave our all.
There's nothing to be regret.
Just pray and be hopeful.
That one day....
Your voice and heart will be heard.


Saturday, September 22, 2012

Way Back Into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on.

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,

Just in case I ever need em again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind.

All I wanna do is find a way back into love.

I can't make it through without a way back into love.

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,

I've been searching but I just can't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere.

I've been looking for someone to shed some light,

Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

All I wanna do is to find a way back into love,

I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end.

There are moments when I don't know if it's real,

Or if anybody feels the way I feel,
I need inspiration,
Not just another negotiation.

All I wanna do is find a way back into love,

I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end.

Saturday, September 8, 2012

I'm just being true

Always find a reason to keep trying.
Forget about all the reasons why something may not work.
We only need one good reason why it will.
No matter how sad or hurt you are,
Don't forget to smile.
No matter how cruel reality is,
If you can keep a smile on your face,
One day happiness will come true.

Everything will be ok in the end,
If it's not ok,
Then it's not the end.

Although life always doesn't go my way,
But I'm glad it gave me something,
Something that made me smile,
Smile like an idiot with just a thought of it.
Something to look forward to,
Although it might never came true.

They gave me a reason,
They gave me a purpose.
But they never told me what I should do.
They never told me how it would end.

I won't give up
I'll never turn my back
I will always make a stand
If it never came true
At least I tried my best
I'd given my all.
I'm only being True =)

Sunday, August 12, 2012

Usually we fall in love with a song because of the lyrics,
It is not because of the words that touched you,
But the stories of your life reflected in the song.

They say people don't remember a thousand good things you did to them,
But they are surely gonna remember one bad thing you did them.
Well, at least we are exist and remembered for something.

There was a million reasons to leave,
But still looking for one reason to stay.

We have to accept disappointments,
They are limited.
We must not lose hope,
As they are endless.
A miracle is something seems impossible
But happens anyway.


Wednesday, August 8, 2012



You are always there.
You know what I was thinking,
You know what I want,
You never say a word
You will never ask a thing.
You silently watched over me,
You just make my day
Back to what it suppose to be.

You told me the same thing.
Over and over,
These words are annoying,
It's different.
You never get tired,
You never show disappointment.
You never lose that smile on your face.

I take you for granted,
I hardly say thank you,
I never care about your feelings,
I always said something mean.
I was harsh....
But did you know,
That's not what I really mean?
I regretted every words and actions that I made?
Someone should have just slap me on the face.

I feel so thankful and
I feel so sorry at the same time.
I want to apologize,
I'm not worthy of your time.
I want you to know
How much I appreciate
How grateful I am
To have you always by my side.

I wanted to tell you,
I'm sorry, Thank you, I love you
It's just so hard for me to say.

Because of you I have a life.
You're the reason I'm still looking up
You're the one who make me who I am today. :')

I promise... one day I will pay back all my debts.
I will return it to you, every single day !

- No matter how busy a person's day might be, if they really care, they will always find time for you.

Sunday, August 5, 2012

I just want to be ME

Who are you ten years ago,
Who are you one year ago,
Who are you yesterday?
Who are you in the past are not important.
The most important thing is,
Who are you today and
What will you become tomorrow.

I don't know why I'm like this
I'm always the first to find an excuse to talk
Always finding a reason and chances to meet
Perhaps, I don't need a reason at all...


Monday, July 30, 2012


I would rather lose the argument than to lose you.

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

A Boy's Superhero

"Batman Begins", "The Dark Knight"
Finally watched "The Dark Knight Rises".

These movies never really "entertains" me
With the lack of action scenes and special effects?
Unlike other superheroes movies like X-men, Spiderman, Thor etc..
But strangely I enjoy it... very much...

To be honest,
I never really like superheros from DC,
eg. Superman or Greenlantern etc.
I prefer Marvel's superheroes..
but Batman from DC is different....

"Batman Returns"
The first ever superhero movie I watched when I was a kid.
I still remember I watched from our own nation's tv channel TV3.
And the part I can't stand is when they have this News reporting at 12am for half or one hour (I forgot), and I nap during the news and wait for my dad to wake me up and continue.
The Batman figurine, the Batmobile that can turn into an aircraft.
I know it sound a bit cheesy
He isn't my fav but it always take me back to my childhood =]
A special feeling that I can't describe.

He's a billionaire..a superhero without any special powers..
Fights in the dark without taking any credits
Protect the city and people he loves even thou he have to become the outlaw and go underground...
He's the Dark Knight.
A sad hero indeed...

Yup... when I was a kid
He's the first thing I want to be when I grow up :P
He will be one of the things I'll show to my kids and grand-kids in the future ~ ^^

A hero can be anyone, Even a man doing something as simple and reassuring as putting a coat around a little boy's shoulder to let him know that the world hadn't ended.  
- Bruce Wayne ( The Dark Knight Rises)

I guess this is why he's different from any other superheroes to me =')
A hero I looked up to ~
Oh! And if you're reading this ~
Thank you for watching it with me ^^ (well ...technically >< =P)
You know who you are (quoted from you)
It really means a lot....
Thank you my friend =))

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

One simple word

One simple word,
Can cause a lot more pain and suffering than you can imagine.
A single shot will put a hole in their world.
Never judge a person,
Because you don't know what they have been through,
And any small word can trigger painful memories,
Memories that can instill fear,
Memories that can destroy any happiness,
Memories that can crush a person's soul.

So never hesitate...
Never hesitate to tell someone they are beautiful.
Never hesitate to console someone in need.
Never hesitate to tell someone how much they really mean to you,
Because as beautiful as life is, it's a very fragile thing.
The smallest crack... can shattered and destroy the heart.

Thursday, July 5, 2012

Nice to meet you

If dreaming keeps me moving.
I'll stick with this fantasy.
I know Life is no fairy tale.
Even if it will never come true.
Just let me continue singing my blue.
All I ever needed, is to smile with you.

Lets disappear for a while
Change my name?  Or my looks...
Let's start over again..

Hi, Nice to meet you~

Monday, July 2, 2012

Tomorrow can be too late

If we don't do
If we don't say
If we don't ask
If we don't tell
Tomorrow can be too late...

I never wanted to wake up in the morning with regrets
If I get a chance, I take it
If it changes my life, I let it
Love the people who treat you right
Forget about the ones who leave your side
Always believe everything happened for a reason.
It was never easy, nobody said that it would be easy.
They just promised... It would be worth it.

I'll do what I want to do
I'll say what I want to say
I'll ask what I don't know
I'll tell you what I knew
I'll do it....
So baby stay with me
Because Tomorrow can be too late...