Monday, September 2, 2013

Just So You Know


I'll walk the dusk
I'll walk till dawn
Thought you should know
A war with love

Shot and wounds
Cracked and broked
Thought you should know
I was never bulletproof

Waiting here,
Been waiting here
Building me up
Break me back down
I can't look away
I just can't turn away.

It doesn't look like it's gonna fade
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
I just gotta say it all before I go.

The motivation to all my actions
The drug to my addictions.
The thoughts that eating me alive.
You're the dream that carried me through day & night

Waiting here,
Been waiting here.
I'm always there.
Left broken
Just never spoken.


Just so you know, Just so you know.

You will never know....

Thursday, August 1, 2013

The Forgotten, The Very Beginning


It's a surprise how time flies.
Putting together all the pieces.
Pictures from the puzzles.
It's still so clear in the mind.
It felt like yesterday

Looking back the timeline
It began from when I started fooling around

It's sad to see it was all for nothing
It's gone, forgotten, seems never existed
It was nothing.


Sometimes there are things that worth the chance,
It's that One thing,worth fighting for.
And when you found them,
Everything in the world doesn't matters.

Twice.
Fate... Chance, Coincidence

Eight years ago....
That's when it all began.
That's when it all started.
What if..
If only.....
Going back to the corner where I first saw you
I guess I'm better off now

A story untold
A story that should be forgotten.



Do you... still remember.. ?



Thursday, June 20, 2013

Moments of Impact

Moments of Impact
The moment of impact proves potential for change.
Has ripple effects far beyond what we can predict.
Sending some particles crashing together,
Making them closer than before.
While sending others, spinning off into great ventures,
Landing where you never thought you’d find them.
That's the thing about moments like these.
You can't, no matter how hard you try,
Controlling how it gonna affect you.
You just gotta let the colliding part goes where they may.
And wait.
For the next collision.

           Leo -----"The Vow"




 Look at her and tell yourself that it's time to walk away.







 ... I just wanted you to be happy.

Saturday, June 8, 2013

Nothing



Am I better off dead?
Am I better off a quitter?
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her

As they take me to my local down the street
I'm smiling but I'm dying Trying not to drag my feet

They say a few drinks
Will help me to forget her
But after one too many I know that I'm never
Only they can see where this is gonna end
But they all think I'm crazy but to me it's perfect sense

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if i go there now
I can change your mind,
Turn it all around.

And I know that I'm drunk but I say the words
If she'll listen this time even though they're slurred
I'll dial her number and confess to her
I'm still in love but all I heard was nothing

So I stumble there, along the railings and the fences
I know I'm with her face to face
That she'll come to her senses
Every drunk step path tend leads me to her door
If she sees how much I'm hurting
She'll take me back for sure

Oh sometimes love's intoxicating
Oh you're coming down
Your hands are shaking
When you realise there's no one waiting

Am I better off dead?
Am I better off a quitter?
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if i go there now
I can change your mind,
Turn it all around.

And I know that I'm drunk but I say the words
If she'll listen this time even though they're slurred
I'll dial her number and confess to her
I'm still in love but all I heard was nothing

She said nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing, I got nothing
I wanted words but all I heard was nothing

Oh I got nothing
I got nothing, I got nothing, I got nothing

Sunday, April 14, 2013

G. Up

People always say,
Do not give up.
Do not give up hopes,
Do not give up faith.

But there are times,
There are things
We have no other choice but to
Give up.

It's a fight between the Conscious and the Sub-conscious
It wont be easy.....
I won't give up
I'll give up for you.


Saturday, March 2, 2013

Unconditional

每次我想更懂你
我们却更有距离
是不是都用错言语
也用错了表情
其实我想更懂你
不是为了抓紧你
我只是怕你会忘记
有人永远爱着你

A mother's love to her child.
A person's love to his/her beloved.
"Unconditional", 
It's The greatest gift a person can give to someone.
Sometimes misunderstood,
Sometimes neglected.
In Chinese we called: 疼爱 teng ai
The first word means pain,
and the second means love.
This is what our love is.

Unconditionally
It is not determined by the one being loved,
But by the one choosing to love.
Soul mates aren't perfect people,
They can come to your life and give intense love to intense pain,
It's called Growth.
Your other half simply helps you grow.

Unconditionally
Knows no reason,
Knows no boundaries,
No distance.
A sole intention of bringing people together to a time called, 
Forever.

It's unconditional, it's still never free.
There's always an expectation.
Expecting you to be happy.
Love them without fear,
And embrace them without restrictions.
Accept them without wanting them to change,
Watch them evolve and grow,
Into the realization of their own potential.
There comes a time,
They need to journey on without you.
Love them enough to let go.

I won't be her first,
Her last or her only.
She'd loved before, She will love again.
She's not perfect and neither do I,
And the two of us will never be perfect.
Hold on to her, and give her all I've got,
She's not going to change,
She's not going to be thinking about you,
But she will give a part of her that she knows I'll break.
Don't hurt her, Don't change her,
Don't expect too much.
Smile when she makes you happy,
Cry when she makes you sad,
Miss her when she's not there.

Fight for it with everything you have,
Until you have nothing left.
Fought until it was literally the end of it.
Fought for your integrity,
Your life,
Your future..
And just about everything you have.
Unconditionally..







Thursday, January 10, 2013

Dreamers Dream

I found you.
Three sixty and five long days,
You're still the same,
Since seven thirty nights from May.
Inside the fog where trees are bare and everywhere,
Dawn's near and conquered fear,
Still lost somewhere, going nowhere.
Till I found you.

I found you, in a pouring rain.
Hear the wind sings and feel the water dance,
Captured souls and frozen glance.
Lone stars shine when the curtain falls,
A million stars, a million stares,
I see only you in the billion among all.
It aint no nightmares, it's just a dream.
Till I found you.

I found you, in the darkest hour.
A sailor who lost at sea. That light would be all that I'd see.
Those are the Dreamers dreams.
The one there to open my hand, to make a stand.
Give that sweet release,
Bring me back to heaven's peace.
Those are the dreams that a dreamers dreams
Till I found you.

What about us? What about us...
This word raises me up
What about us? What about love...
Just take one step

I'll do the rest.

I was lost,
Till I found you.