Tuesday, November 22, 2011

那些年 我追到的女孩

那些年 我们一起追的女孩

每个男孩心中都有一位-沈佳宜。

你,找到了吗?


我只能说,我遇过了~

当时刚在台湾上映,就已经听闻这部电影有多么火红。
时常也一直听到男生说他们的“沈佳宜” 或女孩们都去剪了沈佳宜的发型。
当时还真搞不清楚,只知道是出自个有名作家 - 九把刀。
说真的,还从来没读过他的小说, 所以也没去留意。
来到了大马上映,朋友们都争着去看也听来很多好评。
我的个性,并不是很喜欢到电影院看这些偶像恋爱电影,更尤其是台湾出产。
个人比较喜欢大制作 ! 好来屋 !

最后还是跟了朋友,为了他的一番心血排队买票份上入场了。
不抱什么期望的看了开头,无聊的笑点让我看见了许多人有非常低的笑点。
也不解有真的那么好笑吗?有必要那么大反应?
当时的想法就已经呈现 “哎,又是这种无聊片,我回去看周星驰还好点”

一直到柯帮了沈顶了罪那一幕起.....
发现故事和回忆不知不觉像平行时空一样一起开始走了。
本身也走进了故事...
帮忙补习功课一起努力和鼓励的画面,安慰发榜后哭着的沈佳宜,暧昧约会的甜蜜,大学分开的送别,每晚期待电话的热情,雨中吵架的心疼,直到多年的失联。
我想有多少人也同样经历过。 电影仿佛说了自己的故事。

我也有我的“沈佳宜”

那些年 错失的机会
那些年 疯狂的幼稚和愚蠢
那些年 想念和喜欢上
那些年 她的鼓励和奇迹
那些年 因为她流的泪,血 和汗
那些年 放弃了

因为这部电影,找回了许多改变了自己的回忆。
一场再淋过一次的大雨
也为已走的我上了一堂课

When we are constantly wishing for something, we tend to overlook everything we already have.

没有沈佳宜,我还是过得好好的。
现实生活, “沈佳宜”再也不是一个人了,现在“沈佳仪”代表了在生命中出现的每一号人物。 不管大大小小,我的世界因为有了你而有了改变。

When tomorrow turns in today, yesterday, and someday that no more important in your memory, we suddenly realized that we are push forward by time. This is not a train in still which you may feel forward when another train goes by. It is the truth that we've all grown up. And we become different.

在平行时空的我故事会有不同? 我不会去想,因为我要他羡慕这个时空的我。

P/S
Song of the month
You're the answer to a guy like me -- LeeSsang
I miss you -- Noel

Saturday, November 12, 2011

I think?

I think I Like You

^________^

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Time never stops

9 days 8 nights in Seoul was great.

And the time went by so quickly that I can't believe it's June already.

But why does the time went so slow when I'm working ! It's only a week !! arghh!!

3 + 3/4 months to go !

I miss the life in Seoul. T,T

Wake up in the morning open the tv watch Star Craft tournament (Lame)

Brush my teeth take my bath, put on my bag and off we go.

Go wherever we want, eat whatever we like.

It feels like home =D

And best of all

THIS !!!!



And now I'm back and facing the cruel hard society again.
Tied up from Monday to Saturday

I understand you bunny... I really do

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Reminiscing an old song



My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

April is Zzzz

FYP 1 due date is getting closer and closer.
My supervisor are pushing us tighter.

What can be worse?

.... SICKNESS !




It all started with that damn fever which hit 39 Celcius last week
and don't forget that stupid back pain !

K.O

And worse of all... the next day I had to pass up part of my fyp

AND I HAVENT DONE YET !

And so.....this calls for drastic measures...
I ate traditional pills gave by my grandma
half hour later ....
I ate 2 I-don't-know-what pill is that from my mum
half hour later....
2 pills of Panadol acti FAST
and off I go into my dreamworld ~
Lucky I still can wake up an hour later at 2 a.m =______=

for a sec I felt retarded with a blank mind
I managed to stayed up until morning and sleep dead until afternun

and...

I MISSED MY MEETING WITH MY SUPERVISOR !
all that hard work for the night gone...


n YES ! I'm coughing like hell until today !
Imagine all the air in your body are coughed out
and your lung squeezes and contracts like a flat balloon
Imagine doing 150 sit ups every hour..
Waking up like every hour during your sleep with your chest and stomach muscles pain due to coughing..

Thats how it felt when you got cough
I rather get a fever and sleep the whole day

Cough until now already got 4 packs d..
If this continues I think Im gonna get 6 packs d.. LOL

ALL THE NICE FOOD !
ALL THE SNACKS !

arghh!! worst of all is on the weekends when I lost my voice !!!!!
and when I go to PC fair in KLCC !!!
(Yes...I'm sick and yet I'm running here and there)

I was like "lan c" all the way with only eye contact and no talking when all the show girl comes forward T____T
I feel so bad.. sobs..

April is soooooooooooo not my month..

On the bright side..
a month later I'll be eating ddukboki and landing my foot on Seoul !

AGAIN ! =D

Monday, April 4, 2011

CYR on Maxim !



Cha Yu Ram on Maxim Korea !

I was like O______O

My Sport Idol ..lol ~__~





But I still prefer the look of her with a cue thou >,<



Again... I love girls and I love pool ~ ^^

I love girls who can play pool ! =D

Saturday, April 2, 2011

Back in the days

LOL

Reminiscing the past photos in secondary school..
Going through the photos with my bros n buddies on trip
Wa...Time sure flies...
I can see how stupid we looked back in the days. xP
All those passed and forgotten memories...
I miss those days T,T

and...

I stumbled back the friendster's blog I wrote back in the days
There were so many post that I found how very ridiculous and EMO I am ...swt
I didn't know I was soooooooooooooo Poetic ! xD (self-praised)

here's a tip of the iceberg of my stupidity..lolz

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If I wasnt in the deep underground I wouldnt have wished for the sun

If it wasnt the rain I wouldnt have know the sky shed tears

If it wasnt the winter I wouldnt have know that a heart can be as cold as the snow

If it wasnt the summer I wouldnt have know your smile shines warmer than the sun

If it wasnt the autumn I wouldnt have know without you the leaves falls n wilt

If it wasnt the spring I wouldnt have know with you around, flowers bloom n the life can be so colorful

If it wasnt you I wouldnt have wished for the time to stop

If it wasnt you I wouldnt have found out the purpose of my Existence.



zzzzzz ... I feel like killing myself...xPPP

Just for a Laugh


I came across this on my friend's status.
No hard feelings ya fellow accountants.
It's just for a laugh.

Well we study ACCA(Accountant Can Cry Already)
to become an AUDITOR(All You Do Is Think Of Resigning) someday...
so what we really learn?
We learn IAS (I Am Sad) and IFRS (I Feel Really Sad).
Fine, stop acting like a professional, we study real mad
and call ourself Account Service Specialist.
So we end up getting called as ASS


Friday, March 25, 2011

Quarelling and Fights makes me Jealous

Fighting season this month?

I don't understand cuz I got no one to fight with .. xP
I'm glad I don't have to "Back to December" =D


3 cases happens in a week.
so close that it's kinda hard to accept the fact that things wasn't as harmony as I thought it is.

n things get hard when they are all so close to me >,<
n all I can do is just laugh out with them individually n kinda cool things off.

Conflicts, misunderstandings and over-expectation on your other half...
these things happens..
It suppose to happen..
but once in a while...
Stand on each other point of view for once.
Getting angry and making reckless decision
It's never the best way.
You never know what you'll say or what you'll do
when anger and frustrations blinds you.
You NEVER do the right thing when you lose your temper.

Chill~ a day or night..but no more than that ..
putting away ego-ism and pride.. couples should make up not break up
Two people got together for a reason
Two people got together because of blessings


If you must fight, fight happily.
If you must quarrel, quarrel with a laugh.

Life is short, don't let another day go by without taking a chance on happiness.


p/s Be grateful you still get to fight with people you love, there are people out there who lost and don't even get a chance to get a glimpse on their love ones.


Tuesday, March 22, 2011

23rd March 2011

So far so good ~
3 months and 23 days

I never felt better
my hourclock is turned over
and the bottom part
are filled with golden joyous sands of memories
So far 2011 is still going great ^^

No one's gonna ruin my day =) EVER~

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Smile n Walk Away

It's been a while isn't it....

There's something I hope you know
but doesn't want you to know.
I can't tell you what it really is,
I can't tell you how it feels like

Remember those times
When we always arguing
over little things, somethings
childish and nonsenses
We are both hard-headed and hate to lose
It's always either me or you
Everything wasn't meant to be
It's always "Here we go again"
I'm glad we found out

Now I know we said things,
Did things that we didn't mean
We fall back to the same patterns,
the same routine
Your temper's just as bad as mine
You're the same as me
When it comes to this
We are just as blind

I kept quiet sometimes,
You kept silent sometimes
Everything are too precious to be broken
So we just let it be
Let it heal and let it be gone
Just the way it is
Just the way we are

One day, Someday
When I see your face
There's not a thing I would say
Lets just stop for a second
Smile and walk away



Saturday, February 12, 2011

Turning My Hourglass Around


Noticed I never mention much about my daily life on this blog..
No one actually will read it anyway...cause I know I don't ..

This is the place I actually wrote a whole "damn-alot-that-I-lost-count" number of pages about my thoughts and how I felt for the day...
What I've been through and stuffs..
But always...
always...I'll just hit the red "X" on the right corner after I finished..

This is a place where I reflects on my own..
about what I've done or what I've been through...
it was never meant to be posted up from the beginning..
Ending up a full pack of drafts in here...

Now that I read through it again...
I always found out how stupid I was
I always regret what I've done or never did
or some stupid mistakes that I wish I didn't do but I do...
I found out that I'm always one step behind in realizing the truth or come to my senses.. I always come out with words that totally different from what I initially intended to say or what I really mean to say..
My biggest weakness is that I don't want to lose..
but in a wrong way.. xP

I ....maybe... have hurt a person a lot and also a lot of other people..
I wish I have the chance to say sorry and told them I'm an idiot for what I've done..
but I guess stop appearing in their life would be the best way..
If I continue like this, will you forgive me?



One day before I die I'm gonna leave a will with password to log in here... xD
NOT !

Heal the Past
Live the Present

Dream the Future


I cannot predict the Future
I cannot change the Past
I have just the Present moment
I must treat it as my Last

I'll delete all the drafts today and restart everything ! =)
Cheers !

Time to turn my hourglass around...

Friday, January 28, 2011

Recommendation

Secret Garden
finish the whole drama in 3 days...lol
the best drama for year 2010 on par with My girlfriend is a ninetail fox.

It's a loss if anyone of you haven't watched this both..

never notices hyun bin before even from his old drama
but in here... he's freaking ..yeng?..xD
first time watching a drama which the male main actor attracted my attention
i like Ju won more than Ra im kekkeke..

"That Man" - HyunBin's version


"Eolmana eolmana deo neoreul
Ireohke baraman bomyeo honja

I baramgateun sarang i geojigateun sarang
Gyesokhaeya niga nareul sarang hagenni"



"Reason" - 4MEN



wow..starting to like 4MEN because of this song..xD

Saturday, January 8, 2011

I Love You

Hear that song playing in my background right now ?

I Love You by Kim Tae Yeon (SNSD) , OST for drama "Athena"

Slow n Soothing song, with Simple lyrics with simple melody

only TaeYeon is capable in making every song so.... emotional ?

it touches your heart with her vocal...

p/s, basically every song by Taeyeon in my playlist is the best =D

Lyrics

스쳐 가나요?

우리의 사랑은

가슴 아픈 추억인가요?

돌아 서네요

그대의 마음은

눈물로도 잡을순 없나요?

My Love~ 사랑해요 사랑해요

그대 듣고 있냐요?

My Love~ 잊지 말아요

지우지 말아요

우리의 사랑을

나의 눈물이

그댄 보이나요

하루종일 그리워 합니다

가슴 떨리던

그대 입마춤도

이제는 추억이 됬나봐요

My Love~ 사랑해요 사랑해요

그대 듣고 있냐요?

My Love~ 잊지 말아요

지우지 말아요 우리의 사랑을

매일 난 그리움속에

하루를 버티는데

그댄 어딨나요?

내가 미안해요

미안해요 그대 잊지 못해서

My Love~ 돌아와 줘요

떠나지 말아요

내 곁에서 제발

Translation:

Is it passing away?

Is our love

A heartbreaking memory?

You are turning back

Is even tear not enough

To hold you back?

My Love~ I love you, I love you

Are you listening?

My Love~ Please don’t forget

Please don’t erase

Our love

Are my tears

Visible to you?

I long for you the whole day

Even the kiss

That made my heart beat faster

Seems to be memory now

My Love~ I love you, I love you

Are you listening?

My Love~ Please don’t forget

Please don’t erase

Our love

Everyday I love in longing

I live by longing

But where are you?

I’m so sorry

I’m sorry because I can’t forget you

My Love~ Please come back

Don’t leave

My side please