Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Possible Impossibility.


Every time I close my eyes
I know I have you by my side.
I can't see you with all this light
But you are always there am I right?

Every night I'll watch the sky.
I'm tiny and our distance so far apart.
You shine for me and you'll always be.
Dreaming the possible impossibility.

I thought I have you in the unfold.
I watched the fan turns and blows.
Ever dream of all the places we could go?
Dreaming the possible impossibility.

The more I try, the more I'm losing
Crazy how this had me stressing
Baby, I'm so sorry
Dreaming the possible impossibility.

I'll quote a song,
I know it makes no sense
But what else can I do.
Ever wonder where on Earth I could be?
You will see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
Going back to the corner where I first saw you.

Dreaming the possible impossibility.



Monday, October 15, 2012

Song - "Distance"


Maybe it's too soon,
Maybe it's too late.
Nevertheless,
It happens at the wrong time in one's life.
Or perhaps, it's just not the right one.

When a song is born,
There's one thing it's about or one feeling it gives.
This one feeling stitched up my heart.

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

=)

Walk if you can't run.
Crawl if you are crippled.
Hold on even if you're in pain.
Cheat death and live forever.

I had been hurt, crushed, and almost destroyed.
I fall, cried, and almost broke apart.
But I never once lost my faith.
Persistence, I make my stand and held on.
They say I'm a dreamer,
A fool looking only at fantasy.
I said,
I'm just the Author of my life.

Sometimes,
You know you never mean it,
When you say all you want is for them to be happy.
Because deep inside,
What you really want is to be part of their happiness.

As long as we are true to our self,
As long as we tried and gave our all.
There's nothing to be regret.
Just pray and be hopeful.
That one day....
Your voice and heart will be heard.

=)



Saturday, September 22, 2012

Way Back Into Love



I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on.

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,

Just in case I ever need em again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind.

All I wanna do is find a way back into love.

I can't make it through without a way back into love.

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,

I've been searching but I just can't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere.

I've been looking for someone to shed some light,

Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

All I wanna do is to find a way back into love,

I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end.

There are moments when I don't know if it's real,

Or if anybody feels the way I feel,
I need inspiration,
Not just another negotiation.

All I wanna do is find a way back into love,

I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end.

Saturday, September 8, 2012

I'm just being true

Always find a reason to keep trying.
Forget about all the reasons why something may not work.
We only need one good reason why it will.
No matter how sad or hurt you are,
Don't forget to smile.
No matter how cruel reality is,
If you can keep a smile on your face,
One day happiness will come true.

Everything will be ok in the end,
If it's not ok,
Then it's not the end.

Although life always doesn't go my way,
But I'm glad it gave me something,
Something that made me smile,
Smile like an idiot with just a thought of it.
Something to look forward to,
Although it might never came true.

They gave me a reason,
They gave me a purpose.
But they never told me what I should do.
They never told me how it would end.

I won't give up
I'll never turn my back
I will always make a stand
If it never came true
At least I tried my best
I'd given my all.
I'm only being True =)

Sunday, August 12, 2012

Usually we fall in love with a song because of the lyrics,
It is not because of the words that touched you,
But the stories of your life reflected in the song.

They say people don't remember a thousand good things you did to them,
But they are surely gonna remember one bad thing you did them.
Well, at least we are exist and remembered for something.

There was a million reasons to leave,
But still looking for one reason to stay.
Faith...

We have to accept disappointments,
They are limited.
We must not lose hope,
As they are endless.
A miracle is something seems impossible
But happens anyway.




等待

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

Everyday

Everyday...

You are always there.
You know what I was thinking,
You know what I want,
But...
You never say a word
You will never ask a thing.
You silently watched over me,
You just make my day
Back to what it suppose to be.

Everyday...
You told me the same thing.
Over and over,
These words are annoying,
But...
It's different.
You never get tired,
You never show disappointment.
You never lose that smile on your face.

Everyday...
I take you for granted,
I hardly say thank you,
I never care about your feelings,
I always said something mean.
I was harsh....
But did you know,
That's not what I really mean?
I regretted every words and actions that I made?
Someone should have just slap me on the face.

Everyday...
I feel so thankful and
I feel so sorry at the same time.
I want to apologize,
I'm not worthy of your time.
Yet,
I want you to know
How much I appreciate
How grateful I am
To have you always by my side.

I wanted to tell you,
I'm sorry, Thank you, I love you
But,
It's just so hard for me to say.


Because of you I have a life.
You're the reason I'm still looking up
You're the one who make me who I am today. :')

I promise... one day I will pay back all my debts.
I will return it to you, every single day !


- No matter how busy a person's day might be, if they really care, they will always find time for you.


Sunday, August 5, 2012

I just want to be ME

Who are you ten years ago,
Who are you one year ago,
Who are you yesterday?
Who are you in the past are not important.
The most important thing is,
Who are you today and
What will you become tomorrow.
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I don't know why I'm like this
I'm always the first to find an excuse to talk
Always finding a reason and chances to meet
Perhaps, I don't need a reason at all...

一辈子,就做一次自己。
这一次,可以什么都不在乎。但只是这一次就够了。

Monday, July 30, 2012

我想给你幸福,却走不进你的世界。
我想用我的全世界来换取一张通往你的世界的入场券,
不过,那只不过是我的一厢情愿。
我的世界,你不在乎;你的世界,我被驱逐。
我真的喜欢你,闭上眼,以为我能忘记,
但流下的泪,却没有骗到自己

I would rather lose the argument than to lose you.

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

A Boy's Superhero

"Batman Begins", "The Dark Knight"
Now...
Finally watched "The Dark Knight Rises".

These movies never really "entertains" me
With the lack of action scenes and special effects?
Unlike other superheroes movies like X-men, Spiderman, Thor etc..
But strangely I enjoy it... very much...

To be honest,
I never really like superheros from DC,
eg. Superman or Greenlantern etc.
I prefer Marvel's superheroes..
but Batman from DC is different....

"Batman Returns"
The first ever superhero movie I watched when I was a kid.
I still remember I watched from our own nation's tv channel TV3.
And the part I can't stand is when they have this News reporting at 12am for half or one hour (I forgot), and I nap during the news and wait for my dad to wake me up and continue.
The Batman figurine, the Batmobile that can turn into an aircraft.
Memories...
I know it sound a bit cheesy
He isn't my fav but it always take me back to my childhood =]
A special feeling that I can't describe.

He's a billionaire..a superhero without any special powers..
Fights in the dark without taking any credits
Protect the city and people he loves even thou he have to become the outlaw and go underground...
He's the Dark Knight.
A sad hero indeed...



Yup... when I was a kid
He's the first thing I want to be when I grow up :P
He will be one of the things I'll show to my kids and grand-kids in the future ~ ^^


A hero can be anyone, Even a man doing something as simple and reassuring as putting a coat around a little boy's shoulder to let him know that the world hadn't ended.  
- Bruce Wayne ( The Dark Knight Rises)

I guess this is why he's different from any other superheroes to me =')
A hero I looked up to ~
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Oh! And if you're reading this ~
Thank you for watching it with me ^^ (well ...technically >< =P)
You know who you are (quoted from you)
It really means a lot....
Thank you my friend =))
Sincerely.

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

One simple word

One simple word,
Can cause a lot more pain and suffering than you can imagine.
A single shot will put a hole in their world.
Never judge a person,
Because you don't know what they have been through,
And any small word can trigger painful memories,
Memories that can instill fear,
Memories that can destroy any happiness,
Memories that can crush a person's soul.

So never hesitate...
Never hesitate to tell someone they are beautiful.
Never hesitate to console someone in need.
Never hesitate to tell someone how much they really mean to you,
Because as beautiful as life is, it's a very fragile thing.
The smallest crack... can shattered and destroy the heart.



Thursday, July 5, 2012

Nice to meet you



If dreaming keeps me moving.
I'll stick with this fantasy.
I know Life is no fairy tale.
Even if it will never come true.
Just let me continue singing my blue.
All I ever needed, is to smile with you.


Lets disappear for a while
Change my name?  Or my looks...
Let's start over again..

Hi, Nice to meet you~

Monday, July 2, 2012

Tomorrow can be too late



If we don't do
If we don't say
If we don't ask
If we don't tell
Tomorrow can be too late...

I never wanted to wake up in the morning with regrets
If I get a chance, I take it
If it changes my life, I let it
Love the people who treat you right
Forget about the ones who leave your side
Always believe everything happened for a reason.
It was never easy, nobody said that it would be easy.
They just promised... It would be worth it.

I'll do what I want to do
I'll say what I want to say
I'll ask what I don't know
I'll tell you what I knew
I'll do it....
Everyday~
So baby stay with me
Because Tomorrow can be too late...

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Everything will be just fine

Sometimes people come to me,
When they are in need.
Whether it is to find someone to talk to,
Seeking opinions, advise...or just comfort.

I can't say I'm good at it.
But I've always tried my best
Trying to guide them
Based on what I think is the best for them.

But when it comes to my own
I found out I'm not as rational as I think I am
It is always....always
Easier to say than done
No matter how often I tried to run away
The harder I tried to get over it...

I haven't move an inch

Talking to this wall and listening on my playlist in my room
It sucks to be alone
Even when there are people all around you.
It sucks...
When you can't find anyone to talk to.
Felt so alone that nothing makes sense anymore.

I miss the past,
I miss myself,
Where did I gone to?
Of all the things I had given or maybe wasted
What do I really want?
How much exactly do I worth?


Behind that smile is a hurting beat
Behind that laughter, it's falling apart.
It is everything that you'll never understand.
Don't judge me from what you see,
Unless you spent a minute in my shoes.

Just lie to me...
Lie to me that "Everything will be just fine."





Sunday, June 17, 2012

Not Give Up, Grow Up

Happiness lies in those who had been hurt and cried,
Those who have searched and those who have tried.
For only they can appreciate
The importance of those people who touched their lives.
We fall in.... not knowing why or how
It is a very special feeling that it doesn't required answers
No matter how stupid we have become.
There is no regrets.

There will come a time where we have to stop.
It is not a one time thing.
You have to do it everyday, over and over again.

It's not giving up...
It is giving what they want.
Swallowing the reality that the best just isn't you.
It is the courage to walk away
And let the other who wishes to be free go,
It's called growing up.
No matter how much it hurts.

Love isn't just about saying it everyday,
It's showing it everyday, in every way.

I'm...
Just in a different way



Thursday, June 14, 2012

I do my thing, and you do yours
I am not in this world to live up to your expectations
And you are not in this world to live up to mine
You are you, and I am I
And if by chance we find each other,
It's beautiful...
 --- Fritz Perls


Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world,
Which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime,
and falling in at night.
Time has stood still since....





Saturday, June 9, 2012

Again


When I give you my time,
It means I'm giving you a portion of my life
that I will never get back. 
Don't waste it ~
And I promise I won't waste yours.


We can close our eyes
to the things we don't wish to see
But we can't close our hearts
to the things we don't wish to feel

All we can do is
Not think, Not wonder, Not imagine, Not obsess
Just breathe
and hope that everything will work out for the best.
It is not pretending that troubles don't exist,
It is hoping that they won't last forever
That hurts will healed and difficulties will be overcome.
 
Even though we did our best
But,
There are times when we will ended up with a big mess.
We tried... And that's all we can ever do.
Rest, Pick yourself up and begin again
We have not failed as long as we keep trying.







Tuesday, May 29, 2012

What would you do?

What would you do
When the one who put you down
Are the only one who can make you smile again

Thursday, May 24, 2012

=)

As the quote i once saw said,
Making a lot of friends is not a miracle,
The miracle is to make a friend
Who will stand by you when millions are against you.
No one is perfect yet no one is completely an ass as well
In the end, some people will totally surprise you.

Time decides who you meet in your life,
Your heart decides who you want in your life,
Your behavior decides who stays in your life.

Every morning we wake up with 2 choices
Continue to sleep with your dreams
Or
Wake up and chase your dreams
It's kinda tough to choose  ... for now.. :P

Putting a smile on a person face is all that matters...
It brightens up your world and make it beautiful
Thank you =)

Sunday, May 13, 2012

Untitled

"No, I'm not fine at all..."

Is one of the hardest thing for me to say.




Sunday, May 6, 2012

Time for Motivation

Life is just an endurance race
All we need is to brace ourselves
And hold the hell on.
Fight for what you love
Cherish what you have
Forget what you've lost.

Breathe and have faith
I won't give up
I'll have my chance
I'll prove what I'm capable of
For my world, future and my everything



Tuesday, April 24, 2012

I have the Courage, I need the Strength


Have enough courage to trust love one more time and always one more time.

In life,

It is a blessed thing for any man or woman
to have a friend or one human soul whom
we can trust utterly who knows the best and worst of us
and who loves us in spite of all our faults.
A treasure.


The inability to open up to hope is what blocks trust,
and blocked trust is the reason for blighted dreams
Everyday
I said to myself every time I woke up
Don't worry,
It will all works out.
Put your trust in
Move forward with faith and confidence.
Enjoy the moment fully.
The joy of the freedom it brings becomes more pleasurable than the experience itself.
As long as we spread our wings
The wind will carry us. 



Monday, April 16, 2012

너무 아파

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Sunday, April 15, 2012

Faith

Sometimes when we insist on something
It is not because that we saw hope in them,
But to wish that our persistence and commitment
are able to bring Hope to us.

We have to believe
Even though it might bring sadness and sorrows
We still have to believe.
Believe not because of what we see,
But to believe it then only we can truly see it.

I have Faith and I Believe
Do You?

Wednesday, April 4, 2012












One day....
You look at the person and
You see something more than you did the night before.
Like a switch has been flicked somewhere.
And the person who was just a friend...
Is suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with.
It was a beautiful scene
And it always fluttered my heart

I'm sorry that I was late


Monday, March 19, 2012

Highlights

This is gonna be a looooooooooooong post.
A post that I will show to my children and grandchildren and so on ...maybe? =P


2011-2012 is by far the most active in traveling and busy year of my 22years life.
(I'm gonna exclude out FYP k! I don't want to get reminded ! @,@)

Let's start at the middle of the year on 2011

Went to Korea in May/June 2011 for the 2nd time since 2010.
New friends and New experience 
And of course Dream Concert was the main highlight.
Watching concert in another country far away from home is a first.
A vacation that will go down my memories for life =)

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Went straight to intern after coming back from vacation the next day.
Life is dull but I have to admit I've learned a lot from the internship.
Work, Home, Eat, Sleep... Repeat...
That's how internship life is...
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Well...at least my birthday brighten up one of my day ! =D

I had invited my close friends (classmates) for a dinner to celebrate my birthday. It's the First time I held up something for my own birthday actually.
I can't afford to invite everyone. I will be broke....T___T
I was happy everyone make it to the small gathering and had fun together since Form5.
(Although CHRIS NG PAU SHEN abandoned me even before the dinner starts !)
But, I forgive you. =) I totally understand your situation.. been there, done that...
Seriously bro, you deserve better !
Alright, let's move on...
It's my 21st birthday.

My brothers from 5Science2 and one lost PayFong student I know since primary.


And of course, the big picture (excluding Chris inside)
A friendship that will last for as long as I live ! =)
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Second half of 2011 is getting crazier as well
It was around October.
Traveled to Penang with my best friends at the cost of butt cramping and hours of driving.
Not to forget my broken car windshield ! swt
EAT, WALK, DRIVE, EAT,WALK, EAT and MORE EATING !
This sums up my Penang trip ! HA !
Lesson learned from this trip 
"Choose not to drive to Penang if you don't need to"

Is this the end of 2011 ? 
No Way !!
NOVEMBER !

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Birthday of Dennis Lee 6th November and Chris Ng 7th November

SINGAPORE !!
Celebrating their 21st birthday in Singapore with the Toad/Frog Porridge?
And of course .... CASINO !
Went to both Sentosa and Marina's casino.
What a way to celebrate a birthday.
The security wishes my friend Happy Birthday ! xD
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The End ?
Of course not !!
Now let's start on December ~~
December 3rd
The day I met Miss A's Suzy and f(x)'s Sulli & Victoria !
 3/5 of my dream come true ! xDD (Krystal was not there)
A crazy day taking Taxi and LRT to reach the stadium IDK where.
Awesome ? Not even close to the best..
but before that, let's skip to.........
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....the day before I went Singapore for Girl's Generation Concert.
A KL one day trip with the Marketing gang !
Shopping, walking, eating, and more shopping ! (pointing at the girls)

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Taking picture with the Madam Kwan
(The best group photo I can find get)
Oppsss..not to forget the tired faces at the end of the day.

I am reminded of the incident where I become a Chinese-English translator for a China man in Guardian in Times Square on that day =,=

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And finally 9th December !!!
Singapore again...
Went with 3 friends of mine. Eric, Sim and WeeChen
Tiring night but we enjoy every SECOND !
Life is complete ~ <3 xDD
First time met them close up in real person. Beyond words to describe them.
Was stunted the moment the cube thingy opens up and I saw YoonA.
It's unbelievable !
So beautiful that you refuse to believe she's real and actually standing in front of you ! =D
THIS IS THE BEST ! weeeeeeeeeee~
Alright..enough spazzing around....
Moving on to next Event.
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The committees...
NSQ camp...
Been doing this every year in December for 4 years...
Comment ? No comment... =)  one word... TIRED
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Last thing to end the 2011 ~
Christmas ? Exchanging present ? 
Marketing gang again ....
Got myself a water bottle...err..i mean tumbler from Jess xD

 I guess that's the end of the main event on 2011 ? =)
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2012
Let see......where to begin...
 Lunch at SenjuTei ?
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 My homemade dinner ?
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BOD 2 hours presentation ? ( We are the top score team ! F yeah ~ xD)
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Another KL trip to change Miss Marilyn Leo's iphone which didn't succeed and we end up at Chilli's instead ?
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Going to Mixx and watch Elysia got drunk and do crazy stuff? 
(I hope I didn't do anything stupid @@)
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Jesslyn's Birthday ~~
Me running up and down is all I remember...lol
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Start of 2012 ! Chinese New Year of course !!

Let's start with What I did on Chinese New Year ! =D
 I don't know what she doing =,=
And of course...
Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeping....

And not to forget my first light's out on 1st day of New Year ~
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Chinese New Year = Gathering


Like the usual tradition, secondary school friends ~
Gambling, gambling and gambling ! =D
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MMU Malaccans...
Visiting, visiting and visiting... a memorable one ;)
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My Family = Awesome ! =)
Had a family reunion lunch on the 3rd day.
This is the first time ever everyone in the family (not one missing) are present eating together.

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Time sure flies...finally finished our FYP and had dinner with our supervisor
Miss Christine Tan Nya Ling
She's intimidating and I'm intimidated by her ...@____@
but she's a fun and nice person to hang out with actually... =)
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Finished our FYP and Final exam ~
It's time for another trip !
Singapore ! USS !
Staying with my aunt in Ang Mo Kio and that saves us a lot of expenses !
Had dinner with her at a chinese restaurant i-forgot-the-name.
She's too shy to take a picture with us.
So I'll just post up our group photo instead =)
Had a wonderful time in USS
Forgetting everything else outside the Studio and just have fun ~ 
Meet up with WeeKiat's cousin Xin Yuan for dinner at Marche.
We had to missed to Crane show for this dinner...too bad ...
And we forgot to go for the Singapore Flyer =,=
Next time maybe.....=)
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Heading to Orchard road for shopping for the girls..
It was a tiring day for us guys...T,T
They never get tired of shopping huh ?
Had Charlie Brown for our last dinner in Singapore before heading back to Malacca.
The place we had our dinner is a strategic place to "eat ice cream with our eyes" xD
I know WeeKiat is enjoying it ! 
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Now for the recent last vacation I had.

Phuket, Thailand
From the hotel, the view from my "bedroom"(living room)
It was a nice place to chill and relax.....
I wish I can sleep all afternoon at this fine weather whenever I can.
The food is great...and the night clubs are a must visit xD
It wasn't an all out relaxing vacation that I expected. They keep walking around in town shopping and eating....that wasn't my initial plan thou..

Well, next time if I'm here again... I'm gonna stay in the 5 star resort with their own private beach and relax myself there. Feel the breeze~ Take a nap beside the beach...
I love peace ~ =)
Next time.....next time... 
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Crazy time I had in this few months...
Every month I will be going for trip...vacation...overseas...concerts...
A life that was not wasted at all ! =)
But time flies... all these fun and joyful moment just passed in a blink of an eye...
I can't believe it's already 2 weeks passed since I came back from Phuket..
It felt like yesterday @____@
Now back to new short semester...final semester of Uni life ~
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Crazy Friends...Crazy life...Crazy experience

Well, it's not as crazy as what I recently shocked at...
I don't know when ... and I don't know how..
I have fallen for someone I thought I never would.
If you're reading this and think that you might be this person I'm talking about...
Yes, It's you ...don't doubt about it...
Dang..It's hard to get you out of my head ...@___@

this is awkward...
but I guess I have no choice but to follow the law of nature ;)
It is better to have tried and failed than to have failed to try...


I guess that's all for the highlights of my life from May 2011 - 19th March 2012 ?

In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life
It Goes On

 

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

I Just Fall

I'll walk for miles
Trust in me
I will not just let it be
Although it would take awhile
I swore to fix that broken smile 
Prove me wrong that
This broken road is more than I can take
There is bound to come some pain
Surely as they are storms and falling rain 

Playing it on my stereo
I know i ain't no romeo
You must be an angel
You know it's you
So please don't run away
I promise to show you a way
This is our time
We can make it last
The things that I never knew that I wanted
Is with you
How could I never knew

It isn't always going to be easy
Anger tears and laughter
It's when you want to be together despite it all
That's when you're truly sure.



After so long
I just fell.

Saturday, March 10, 2012

Next minute

None of us knows what might happen in the next minute
Sometimes beautiful things come into our lives out of nowhere
It takes you by surprise
It leaves you stunned in disbelief
We can't always understand them
but we can always trust in them
We tend to question everything that comes and leaves
But all it matters is to just have a little faith
Move forward and being sure of what we hope for

Everything will come to an end in this world
It's a fate that cannot be avoid
Because of that
When you find something/someone worthy
As time goes on
You will realize that if you really devoted and love,
Each second and each moment are important
The whole life will not be enough


Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Here we go again

I've been idle for quite a while
It's been a long time since I felt this way
The last thing you think of before you sleep
The first thing you think of when you wake up
That strange feeling that your life would be totally empty
A totally unexplainable feeling that can not be described in any way possible
It confuses you terribly
Tried to deny
Tried to put behind my mind
To no avail
Denial drives me crazy



어떡하죠







Monday, February 27, 2012

Speed

It's never for fun
It's never for pride
The world are forgotten
When your vision and mind combined
 
I never liked being alone
Right seat was always my throne
Everything were left behind
Nothing comes to mind

Was I scared?
Yes I am
A deadly dare
I am always prepared

Immersing in the speed
You felt the danger
You felt the adrenaline
You're in charge
You're alone
A reminder of your life is in your control



Thursday, February 23, 2012

Slow me down



 Listening to some favorite songs
On my way to where I belong
A thought that words don't say
My heart was in a fray

Playing some video games
Reminded me of someone's name
This is our time to runaway
Stopped me from what I've to say

You never fail to amaze
I was never so afraid
I could do better
Its never too late


You're never satisfied
We can't leave without a fight
I got nothing else to hide
Take a bite at my heart tonight

To see what can't be seen
To hear what can't be heard
Come slow my pace down
I promise I will always stick around

Friday, February 17, 2012

Head or Tail

Life is all about choices
Cut away all the junk, every moment is a choice
You choose how people affect you
You choose how to react in a situation
You choose to be in a good or bad mood
It's your choice how you live your life.

Find something worth dying for
and
Live with it 

When you're stucked between decisions
Flip a coin
It's never about chances
It's never about probability
It's never about fate
It is all about that one result you were hoping for while the coin is still in the air.

Head or Tail ? 

Now I'm sure ... ;)

Friday, February 10, 2012

It Took Me Awhile


Locked up between the mountains,
Watching the birds flew freely in the sky.
I wonder, who decided that birds are actually free?
Even if they can fly wherever they please.
What if they find no place to rest their weary wings?
Perhaps freedom is having a home to go back to.
We don’t see things as they are, we see things as we are.
We are always on a strange road,
Watching scenery and listening to strange music.
It is not about being immortal nor having food or rights in one’s hand.
It’s about having tiny wish come true,
Having something to eat when you are hungry,
Or having someone’s love when you need one.
Then one day, 
We find that the things we try hard to forget are already gone.

If this place had been deep within the earth,
I wouldn’t have had to know freedom or loneliness.
I wouldn’t have wished for the sun.
But then a shining light stood outside the prison bars.
Hair shone like the golden sun I longed to see outside.
A hand was reached out and led me out of the darkness
To show me a world… much, much brighter than the sun.
It took me awhile, 
For me to see the world from one person
Which doesn’t makes me abandon the world for that one person
It took me a long while … to finally found you.

What took you so long?