I Forgot

Have you ever forget to breathe ?
I actually forget to breathe just now..
It's almost as if I concentrate on doing or thinking something and "forget" to breathe.
Freaky... @@''

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Totally random from this point onwards ... =)

I forget to breathe
I forgot to tell you something
Forgot to apologize for nothing
I forgot that life's not fair
I remember wanting to believe
But now I don't remember why


It's starting like the dreams I had everyday
As we pass by a fragrant road in this beautiful season
My cautious footsteps pound in my head
When you come closer while smiling for me
Everything has a scent because of you
Like the ocean in summer
Like the sky in late fall
It's a dream that starts when the blue light sparkles

Where's my Tinkerbell ...

Trying to remember
Remembering the rhythm
Recalling how it beats for you
It came and go

When your near me
You know I can't see things clearly
I can't breathe
and my heart stop beating
I forgot how to breathe

One of my Fav Movie

Don't know why...just feel like posting something about this...


A movie that inspire me the most on LIFE

A movie that makes me feel ashamed of myself right now

It's a movie from few years back ..I watched it 2 years ago..
and recently I repeatedly watched it the 4th time already..=)

The Pursuit of Happyness

A movie based on a true story
about
an on-and-off-homeless salesman-turned stockbroker.

p/s this is also the movie that make me start playing Rubik's cube.. xP

I Need a Spelling Lesson

Great~

The 2nd week of my "Beta" year had just passed..

First, the number of people in class are tripled compare to Foundation year..
But, Loneliness level are 100 times higher.. sob

Pros and Cons

Good thing is..I pay more attention to class now..listening to every word the lecturer was saying..
Miracle huh..xD

Bad thing is.. damn.. lack of all the jokes, fun, gossips bla bla bla..
Class are just plain boring ...
Some Indian lecturers are giving me a major headache..
Not being racist here..( well..a lil..xP)
Their English with their Indian-ish accent are making my head spinning like they do when they talk Tamil..swt~
I wonder how my Financial Accounting going to pass..T_T
Seriously need help when exams coming..
Save me !! Someone ?!!



Totally Random~

Sometimes when I reflect back on all the beer I drink I feel ashamed.
Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the brewery and all of their hopes and dreams.
If I didn't drink this beer, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered.
Then I say to myself, "It is better that I drink this beer and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver.

Make sense huh...

I am free, no matter what rules surround me.
If I find them tolerable, I tolerate them; if I find them too obnoxious, I break them.
I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do

Responsibility... Is there anyone here qualify to be call Responsible?




The correct spelling - Happiness
I spell - Happyness

Happiness cannot be achieve with only 'I' myself..
Happyness needs 'Y'ou to be achieved together...

Simply Random

I understand that Scissors can beat Paper, and I get how Rock can beat Scissors, but there's no fuckin way Paper can beat Rock. Paper is supposed to magically wrap around Rock leaving it immobile? Why the hell can't Paper do this to Scissors? Screw Scissors, why can't Paper do this to people? Why isn't notebook paper constantly suffocating students while they take notes in class? I'll tell you why, because Paper can't beat anybody; a Rock would tear that shit up in 2 seconds. When I play Rock/Paper/Scissors, I always choose Rock. Then when somebody claims to beat me with their Paper I can punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say, "Oh shit, I'm sorry. I thought Paper would protect you.. =_='

Life is like a roller coaster, I'm about to throw up..
and
I'm not Crazy, My reality is just different than yours..

and
Sometimes I just sits and thinks, and Sometimes I just sits..




无重力 - Willbert Pan


画面不动了 情歌不唱了
爱情的重播键明明一直按着
什么原因 让时间停了
在伤心的镜头 被停格

电梯不动了 爱也停止了
可是坠落的感觉怎么还在呢
热闹的街道还在狂欢着
为何我却孤单漂浮着

无重力腾空 慢慢跌入无尽的黑洞
没知觉的伤痛 飘荡的心却摔得更重

我爱你 你爱我 是不是还不够
我不懂 为什么 付出的全落空
无重力 爱坠落 粉身碎骨的我
不受控制的手 还能抓住什么

我爱你 你爱我 算不算 是承诺
全世界 都沉默 没声音的嘶吼
无重力 爱坠落 最缓慢的折磨
只剩遍体鳞伤的我 撑到最后

画面不动了 情歌不唱了
爱情的重播键明明一直按着
什么原因 让时间停了
在伤心的镜头 被停格

电梯不动了 爱也停止了
可是坠落的感觉怎么还在呢
热闹的街道还在狂欢着
为何我却孤单漂浮着

无重力腾空 慢慢跌入无尽的黑洞
没知觉的伤痛
飘荡在半空的心越挣扎却摔得更重

我爱你 你爱我 是不是还不够
我不懂 为什么 付出的全落空
无重力 爱坠落 粉身碎骨的我
不受控制的手 还能抓住什么

我爱你 你爱我 算不算 是承诺
全世界 都沉默 没声音的嘶吼
无重力 爱坠落 最缓慢的折磨
只剩遍体鳞伤的我 撑到最后

（I love you）

我爱你 你爱我 是不是还不够
我不懂 为什么 付出的全落空
无重力 爱坠落 粉身碎骨的我
不受控制的手 还能抓住什么

我爱你 你爱我 算不算 是承诺
全世界 都沉默 没声音的嘶吼
无重力 爱坠落 最缓慢的折磨
只剩遍体鳞伤的我 撑到 最后

Starting a New Me

Ego-ism blinded us

Ego leads to Selfish..
Selfish leads to tons of Problems

I always ask what's wrong with people
but, Before that...
I should have ask what's wrong with me first..

Expecting too much and giving too less..
Overconfident in everything and being un-confident at the same time
Being Maturely Immature at the same time..
Trying to be someone I'm not.. Is gona take a hard effort.
I'm gonna change myself from this second
No matter how and what it takes..

Teach me when I'm wrong
Scold me when I'm wrong
Hit me when I'm wrong

I rather being scold in the face and change myself after wards
then being hated by people in the heart without me realizing.

I'm still learning..
I'm still growing up..
Lead me..Teach me...Guide Me...

Friends,Family,Enemy,Strangers,Whoever...
I Love you all~

Hypocrite

I'm a hypocrite
Everyone agree? =)

A guy who always said, want the best for the others..
But in the end always ending up hurting people in a way ..
Accidentally or Purposely ..
Always done things without consideration of the others
In my own narrow minded way, I thought what I'm doing is always right
Always thought that I have the best way for the others..
Without realizing I'm just being selfish all along.


Why always regretting doing something only after I'd already done it.
Can't I be more rational and wise for one heck once in a while??
I'm always got deaf...
Blinded by emotions
Always confident about knowing what's inside people's mind
Paranoid is a word for me..


Doing everything with a heart of hoping the best for someone
Aren't always a good thing ...

Think before You Act !

Ｄｒｕｎｋ？

Now only i Realise im such a hypocrite..

Went to Aloha again wif NSQ frens..
Headache..drunk i guess..
i dun even know wat im doing now cept for writing a blog due to my moodiness..xD
but now nothing matters anymore
thx for everyone today that went Aloha..
Especially Si Wei !! ^^
Kent..Ah Heng tht already drunk..xD
and one more MMu fella whom i forgot his name..sry ya..
swt~

Glad i still have all of you guys.
well..of course everyone that i know is included depsite the NSQ frens＾＾
ｈｅｅ
ｇｕｄ　ｎｙｔ　ｅｖｅｒｙｏｎｅ．．．ｓｗｔ～
ｉ　ｍ　ｄｒｕｎｋ．．ｚｚｚ

搞笑 - Show Luo

那一条牙膏 在对我傻笑
嘲笑我永远用不掉
想睡就睡 想闹就闹
好快乐少了人唠叨

蓝色的碗盘 多买了一套
我忘了没人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角 无辜的陪笑
才会让我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑 借着热闹 掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好
当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉
我受不了

还在搞笑 害怕回家 不知怎么熬
这么多年 早就喜欢 有你的撒娇
我想我能熬 但是至少要让我知道
你好不好


我们的小狗 食量变好小
眼神里常常显得无聊
他习惯睡觉的床位 少了一双脚
所以他常常看着门口睡不着

我在搞笑 借着热闹 掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好
当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉
我受不了

我在搞笑 却在最后 眼泪拼命掉
你的离开 失去多少 我计算不了
忙完了一天 突然觉得又何必辛劳
对谁炫耀

还在搞笑 是否拥有 麻痹的疗效
唱一夜歌 却避不开 催泪的曲调
我彻夜胡闹 希望听到有人会提到
你好不好

Something Girls Never know

Something Girls Never know

Girls wont understand why Boys want to learn to be Strong.
Because they know It's Fragile inside despite the Rigid appearance.

Girls wont understand why Boys doesn't cry easily.
Not because a Boy can't cry,
But they know It's Over when the Tear drops.

Girls wont understand why Boys still care for them even after a Break up.
Because they know,
They aren't trying to be friend,but to get back that Love they used to have.

Girls wont understand why Boys always get mad at them.
Because they know,
Scolding them is to hope that they don't get con by others in the future.

Girls wont understand why Boys care so much bout your ex.
Because they know,
Not that they aren't confident bout themselves,
But afraid that you'll leave them as well.

Girls wont know why Boys always blame themselves after a Break up.
They are just hoping that there's only one man crying in this relationship.
And in the mean time hoping the Girls can find a better relationship.
As long as She can be Happy
It's the last Wish a Boy can have.

No one Knows...