Everything will be just fine

Sometimes people come to me,
When they are in need.
Whether it is to find someone to talk to,
Seeking opinions, advise...or just comfort.

I can't say I'm good at it.
But I've always tried my best
Trying to guide them
Based on what I think is the best for them.

But when it comes to my own
I found out I'm not as rational as I think I am
It is always....always
Easier to say than done
No matter how often I tried to run away
The harder I tried to get over it...

I haven't move an inch

Talking to this wall and listening on my playlist in my room
It sucks to be alone
Even when there are people all around you.
It sucks...
When you can't find anyone to talk to.
Felt so alone that nothing makes sense anymore.

I miss the past,
I miss myself,
Where did I gone to?
Of all the things I had given or maybe wasted
What do I really want?
How much exactly do I worth?


Behind that smile is a hurting beat
Behind that laughter, it's falling apart.
It is everything that you'll never understand.
Don't judge me from what you see,
Unless you spent a minute in my shoes.

Just lie to me...
Lie to me that "Everything will be just fine."

Not Give Up, Grow Up

Happiness lies in those who had been hurt and cried,
Those who have searched and those who have tried.
For only they can appreciate
The importance of those people who touched their lives.
We fall in.... not knowing why or how
It is a very special feeling that it doesn't required answers
No matter how stupid we have become.
There is no regrets.

There will come a time where we have to stop.
It is not a one time thing.
You have to do it everyday, over and over again.

It's not giving up...
It is giving what they want.
Swallowing the reality that the best just isn't you.
It is the courage to walk away
And let the other who wishes to be free go,
It's called growing up.
No matter how much it hurts.

Love isn't just about saying it everyday,
It's showing it everyday, in every way.

I'm...
Just in a different way

I do my thing, and you do yours
I am not in this world to live up to your expectations
And you are not in this world to live up to mine
You are you, and I am I
And if by chance we find each other,
It's beautiful...
 --- Fritz Perls


Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world,
Which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime,
and falling in at night.
Time has stood still since....

Again

When I give you my time,

It means I'm giving you a portion of my life

that I will never get back. 

Don't waste it ~
And I promise I won't waste yours.

We can close our eyes
to the things we don't wish to see
But we can't close our hearts
to the things we don't wish to feel

All we can do is
Not think, Not wonder, Not imagine, Not obsess
Just breathe
and hope that everything will work out for the best.
It is not pretending that troubles don't exist,
It is hoping that they won't last forever
That hurts will healed and difficulties will be overcome.
 
Even though we did our best
But,
There are times when we will ended up with a big mess.
We tried... And that's all we can ever do.
Rest, Pick yourself up and begin again
We have not failed as long as we keep trying.