Smile n Walk Away

It's been a while isn't it....

There's something I hope you know
but doesn't want you to know.
I can't tell you what it really is,
I can't tell you how it feels like

Remember those times
When we always arguing
over little things, somethings
childish and nonsenses
We are both hard-headed and hate to lose
It's always either me or you
Everything wasn't meant to be
It's always "Here we go again"
I'm glad we found out

Now I know we said things,
Did things that we didn't mean
We fall back to the same patterns,
the same routine
Your temper's just as bad as mine
You're the same as me
When it comes to this
We are just as blind

I kept quiet sometimes,
You kept silent sometimes
Everything are too precious to be broken
So we just let it be
Let it heal and let it be gone
Just the way it is
Just the way we are

One day, Someday
When I see your face
There's not a thing I would say
Lets just stop for a second
Smile and walk away

Turning My Hourglass Around

Noticed I never mention much about my daily life on this blog..
No one actually will read it anyway...cause I know I don't ..

This is the place I actually wrote a whole "damn-alot-that-I-lost-count" number of pages about my thoughts and how I felt for the day...
What I've been through and stuffs..
But always...
always...I'll just hit the red "X" on the right corner after I finished..

This is a place where I reflects on my own..
about what I've done or what I've been through...
it was never meant to be posted up from the beginning..
Ending up a full pack of drafts in here...

Now that I read through it again...
I always found out how stupid I was
I always regret what I've done or never did
or some stupid mistakes that I wish I didn't do but I do...
I found out that I'm always one step behind in realizing the truth or come to my senses.. I always come out with words that totally different from what I initially intended to say or what I really mean to say..
My biggest weakness is that I don't want to lose..
but in a wrong way.. xP

I ....maybe... have hurt a person a lot and also a lot of other people..
I wish I have the chance to say sorry and told them I'm an idiot for what I've done..
but I guess stop appearing in their life would be the best way..
If I continue like this, will you forgive me?



One day before I die I'm gonna leave a will with password to log in here... xD
NOT !

Heal the Past
Live the Present
Dream the Future

I cannot predict the Future
I cannot change the Past
I have just the Present moment
I must treat it as my Last

I'll delete all the drafts today and restart everything ! =)
Cheers !

Time to turn my hourglass around...