Sunday, November 29, 2009

New Chapter or New Story ?



I Love driving around alone in my car at night.
Without much vehicles and pedestrians on the road.
I could relax my mind and just enjoy the short journey re-watching the drama of my life.
Circling around town and every corner of places I could fit the car.
Listening to songs and music while reminiscing every pieces of memories I could get from every single places I been to.
Family,Lover,Friends and even total Strangers.
Every single events that happened,
Has their soul printed on those every corner,
Came back to me as if I'd abandoned them there.



As I watch the stars and moon that I'd forgotten for a while.
I found back that Peace in my mind that left me alone some time ago.
Looking back to the pages,
There are Happiness and there is Sorrows,
Laughter, Tears, Promises, Betrayal, Comedies, Tragic, Heartwarming and Lies.
But...still
How could I missed so many things that I could wrote them in my page of Life?
There are still a lot of people I'd missed them out in my page.
People who I Neglected for certain reasons,
People who I Disappointed because of something or someone.
Did I ...written too much of nonsense and chose the wrong character for my scene ?
Or the script had already been set and written from the start.

I guess it's time for me to burn them away.
I'll just let the New story go on his own.


Let's go Baby... a New Chapter of a New Story is starting!! ^^

Saturday, November 21, 2009

WARNING

Help me Define the word... "Friend"...

is it...

"the person who is important to you when needed, and should be discarded when you don't need them" ...

or

"the person who you called when needed, and can't even spare a minute to answer one call from them when you don't need them"

Well, I found this meaning of "Friend" in you...
I hope you know who you are IF you happened to read this post.

I just want you to know, please..do whatever you like, but if it's over the line...it's over..
A goody good guy may help you on anything at all if needed, but, they have their own pride and respect as well.

PLEASE DON'T GET TOO OVER

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Insomnia

From 13th Nov 1 p.m until right now 15th Nov 4:50 a.m
I'd only slept for 2 hours
I can't believe that I actually lie down and do nothing on the bed until the morning.
(Despite the "Muslim singing" and the Chicken alarm)
The things in my head are torturing me long enough to keep me awake.
A very long time had passed, and I thought that I already gotten through all.
But I was wrong.
The moment ... appeared in front of me.
All the hard work and miserable time I'd gone through,
All goes to waste in just mere seconds.

The rain today was salt to my wounds.
Being alone ,quiet and cold in the house.
Sick and helpless.
It was a very long day....



In the Past,
I love to Sleep.
Cuz the Dream are the only thing I have.
Me n U.
Right now,
I don't even dare to close my eyes anymore.
Cuz Nightmare take the only Dream I have away.
You Left me Alone.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Sorry

Actually was thinking to write out the whole "Complicated" day I been through to surprise Chris n Dennis B'day...
But it was such a long story and the song playing on my laptop keep on spinning in my head.
And I end up writing this crap ... =='''

Out of Randomness


Sorry,I Love You


Baby I'm so Sorry
Oh My Love
Baby I'm so Sorry
Oh I'm Sorry My Girl


Look into My Heart
Can you See My Love
Baby I'm so Sorry
Everything doesn't matter
Oh bring it on
Come back to me

It's Sunday
Oh Morning Girl
My eyes open and I'm alone
Everyday Every night
I want to hold you my girl

Baby I'm so Sorry
Time and Time
Baby I'm so Sorry
I'm so Sorry Girl
Look into My Heart
I just want to hold you my girl
Everyday Every night
I wanna hold you my girl


Oh what should I do
Oh baby please tell me
What should I do

I want to see you My Love
I wont run away
Gonna stay awake all day
thinking of you

Just listen to me
Baby I'm so Sorry
My Love
I'm so Sorry Girl
I'm so sorry
Baby I'm so Sorry
Sorry that I Love you My Girl
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry


Oh your long black hair
Making my day, I don't have to pray
So beautiful and so damn rare
The way you treating me
Feel it all in my Heart
Forever from My Heart
I Promise you