LCC

LCC
Mixed feelings of experience
My fren are late for almost 2 hours..lol
n that means i waited for them for 2 hours =,=
when we finally went up..the fuse box burn..swt~
no wonder it turn all pitch black and every1 are loafing outside everywher..
power are back on at bout 9+pm
and the show starts.
What make me frustrated are those "garbage" sitting infront
Morons and immature lil kids
shouting and cursing
With no respect for the performers
or even slight manners
haiz...feel sad for them
the PA system in the hall also sux
n not tht im criticizing ..but the vocal of all those band are sure...well..no comment ..=='
the dance are cool..but the mood are ruin by those "garbage" sitting infront..where they dont have any idea whats the performers are doing and just simply criticizing almost everything.
Damn i want to throw a chair at them.

We went for supper/dinner (for me) afta taking bk my pendriv from YT
have a very funny chat n somehow hilarious conversation between us fren
hm..nt bragging bout myself..but somehow today im so...funny..haha..just hope my sarcasm din break out witout my consciousness in da conversation..

n so sorry for Marilyn
tht i din notice her on stage
cuz i nvr tot she wud hav that heavy makeup and... curly hair?
where i took a while to recgnize her even shes jz infront of me..xP

hm..overally..saw lox of frens today..
long lost fren..former classmate...fren's fren..fren that i recgnize them but dey don recgnize me...fren that recgnize me where i dun recgniz dem...people that looks so familiar that i think dey are my fren also..haha..this is why i like to go fer this kind of concert..meet mah fren..^^

but this year LCC are kinda dissapointing for me..compare to the previous year
i mean..the PA..the "garbage" audience...n so sorry to say this..the performance..
no hard feeling ei..just keep up the good work..hope to see a great perf nex year..=)

P/S ..
sorry for the empty blog witout any photos ..havin a lil prob at uploading photos to my laptop..
chaoz~
XOxO

Hear me talking

I just don't get it
I have no solution to it
How to endure it
Can I do it ?
Whats the reason to all this
What have I done to deserve this
Everything ...
just happen... the way I doesn't wish it to be
Everything...
so..Disappointing
Emptiness shrouding the lonesome atmosphere
Meaningless brought from emotion hungers for attention
Confusion and mixed feelings of Happy and Sad
Not knowing what to expect
Carved inside my memories of Nothing
Leaving only me and Hollows
Rest in my heart and last forever

Complete nothing
You showed me nothing
You gave me nothing
I wish for something or anything
But you give me a setting
So I remain sitting
Waiting and hoping
That something will come
and Give me Everything
eventually ends all this Fighting
I took something for anything that should be my everything but ends up appears to be nothing
I give everything
And I receive nothing
So I was hoping you were something
That worth sharing and giving
But it was all Disappointing
Bearing and enduring
Waiting and Tolerating
Is this all the debt I owing ?
Price of Happiness is all this -ING?
The Pricing sure is Challenging~

Can you hear me?
I am sitting and waiting
Awaits your arriving to hear me nagging
And be prepare to give me your explaining
Dawn shall arouse
Truth shall prevails
I shall make a choice

BORED

waaaa.......PAIN!!! Excruciating pain!!!!!!!!
been days..haiz..

Yesterday and Today..
Sleep at Home
Eat at Home
Sleep again
Eat again....
aiks...meaningless life..swt~
frens all bz-ing exams
others are hundreds km away from me
I AM BORED!!!!!

MMU...holidays when other people in school
New semester starts when other people in holidays..zzz

2day

26th October
Dear finally back lo ^^ miss her soooo muchie...its night d..althou jz fetch her to her fren's house to take her luggage..n go "da bao" supper fer her family..all happen within 1 hour + ,den back home d..but im satisfy lo ..heee ^^
a lil brokenhearted..cuz she cut + bruise herself here n ther in her camp..sob
n she say she gain weight jor wor..hm..im pretty happy bout tht..but duno y she keep nagging bout it..haha..
dear ..dear.. turn a lil chubby nt good ma?.. i still like to giv U a hug ^.^

27th October
My whole family went Seremban, at1st im following geh..but dear bac..so i decide to stay back luu
woke up at bout 11am++ alone...hungry...T,T
i ate a chocolate bar for breakfas+lunch ...swt~
2pm+ went to Jusco to find dear n her family lo *stilll with an empty stomach* @_@'
shop a while den her mummy went home lo..den we both went DP at 4pm..
wa..traffic..spent almost 20 minute to find a parking slot..aiks..nex tym dun wana park der d..>,<

went fer kfc..she say long time din eat wor..*althou keep naggin shes fat d* haha
n tht kfc meal is da only meal i had fer da whole day..tht means breakfas+lunch+dinner = kfc
haiz..korlian..
afta we ate we decid to watch muviees lo..bought da tickets at 8:10pm
den go shop again lo..well..mostly her things..shes a hardcore shoppaholic xD
but thankgod she fails to buy any clothes or shoes xP
but still some daily requirement lo..mine too of cuz..
we bought a *secret* present for my aunt's coming wedding..althou i hav been arguing alot that its not neccesary fer da present =,='
we still end up buying it..n to my surprise..da present are very well decorated by da shopkeeper..wow..but still..it cost alot..haha..RM 42.30 *she paid RM20* =='
den we off to check her eyes lo..wher it ends up all normal..short nor long sightedness..but how come she got a power 100+ when she check at KL??
err..nvm..she still giv up da idea of buyin colour contact lenses..temporary..cuz gt a lil prob on her financial prob..haha..
Highschool Musical 3..nvr tot i wud watch this movie..xP
nt bad la..cuz some part of da story are da prob we havin ryt now..n it makes me realise something far more i wud hav think of..
we went bk early today..10pm+.. cz she had homework dat hav to b done..

kinda sad..how great wud it b..if our distance are jz 1km away like right now..
not 300+km away..n 6487km away later 2 years from now..

To my dearest,
its a really happy day fer me..
why?
because ur back?..
hm..
ya..but besides that..
its bcuz u say da 3 magic words alot today..^^
i have a really great time...
The only moment i felt alive n meaningful is when im with U
I love you Dear..

well..tmr gona fetch her to da station..my life's gona turn empty again after 2:30pm tommorow
and the countdown begins again ..awaiting for her return..
Chris going back tmr too..haiz..BORING!!!

Hate that I Love You

I begin to doubt as each day passed.
Am I able to hold this ?
Am I able to tolerate any longer?..
The way you treated me
The "I don't care anything at all" attitude of yours
I have Trust, Faith, n I hold all of my Commitment wholeheartedly to you n for you
But what I have return is "I seems nothing to you"
Even Buddha had HIS own limits
But I'm only Human
I'm also fragile like any other human
I will break someday..
It's not Love when Love lose its PRIDE
Somehow I hate that I Love you
Just like this song implied

That's much I love you (yeah)
That's how much I need you (yeah, yeah, yeahah)
And I can't stand ya
Most everything you do
Make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile (no... oh...)

'Cuz you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss... and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oooh whoah...)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oooh...)

And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh

Sad and it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why (why...)
And it just ain't right

And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah...)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

As much I love you (as much as I need you oh...)
As much as I need you (oooh... as so much I love you)
As much I love you (oh...)
As much as I need you

And I hate that I love you soooo
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need ya (cant stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no...)
And I hate that I love you so


I wish I don't have to lose my pride
Cause I really Love you
What I wish is just whats best for both of us

Can you ? Would you?

Exam Finish~ ^^

weeeeee....today finish the last paper..ENGLISH!!! and its 3 weeks holiday !!! xD
but still..the result...aiks..dun dare to imagine ..>,<

Accounting-50% Passing rate
Human Development - 60% Passing rate
Economy-55% Passing rate
Bussiness math - 0.001% Passing rate
English- 70% Passing rate

swt~..as u can see..i write 'A' for all theMCQuestion i dont know (well 90% of the question i duno xD) so thers isnt any hope for it..God bless me~~~~~ T,T

after the exam today...well..just like every daily routine..bk home..on laptop..sleep..
tillllllllllllllll evening~~ wow..tiring.
was raining kinda heavily..n i tot the BBQ today wud b cancel..but surprisingly..they didnt..well..
it was 7+pm..went to ah sheng house..they were trying to light up da charcoal in the small drain..xD..ya..a DRAIN..
n wat make things worst is..the air are humid..cuz raining mar..plus.thers no kerosene..match...lighter..or any other 'flammable' things cept for the charcoal..swtswt
so dey went n buy..n da few of us get the flame from the stove using cardboard box.. n do it the old fashion way...BLOW!!! blow!!!Blow!!!
n we SUCCEED!!! xD

Dear today call...said she wana buy a lamp for my aunts wedding..swt~ she say her family pantang..n ask bout me if my family also pantang bout it..hm..WTHell ask me o....i nvr been supersticious b4..n doesn care also..how wud i kno o T,T..n told her many many many many ....times dun hav to buy present d lo..haiz..women...hardheaded...tsk tsk..

Now's da prob...wat am i gona do in this 3 weeks?? ..any plan can pull me in?..T,T Desperade here!!

累

em。。最近也有满多不愉快的事发生。。
感情事就放边先。。
说说一样不懂该算好运还是不好运的事。。

就上个星期六。。女友包包差点中抢了。。幸好人没事
那贼失败。。还跌烂自己手机。。（没话说）
不过我还满内疚的。。到今天还是一样
很内疚当天我什么都做不到
如果我早发现。。不就没事了吗。。 T，T
在身边竟然还保护不了她。。失败

今天考试。。数学。。一向来都很差的科目
注定下个sem重考了。。。好想哭。。

哎不说了。。。很饿。。半夜再来写心事 xD

EXAM!!! = DEAD!!!

This whole so called study week break..
study?..ya rite...like i will revise..
the day before the exam?..go Jetty sing k lo..watelse? xD
The result for today exam?
Dead lo..whatelse
haiz..
Tommorow gona study for econ d..wish i hav the mood tommorow T,T
i dont wana fail my econ !!

haiz..night..she ignores me completely at msn
busy ? ..maybe..but saw her still can leave other people comment in friendster wor..
cant even spent a minute with me? ..sob..
so..sms her lo..ask her why lo..
anwer? ..this is her reply..

"Hor..where got ..i off9 d marh..sigh..nex tym ni explain to u.."

wa..what o?..im like waiting for ur reply for hours weih..==' swt..
you dun care atall...sad...
not that im pessimistic or close minded or "xiu hei" or wateva u say..
but what u did...i dun hav to say gua..every1 be the judge..