Secret

I have so much to say
I have so much to tell
How long have we been apart
I dont know where to start

I have so much to say
I have so much to tell
What have distance brought?
Why cant we share our thoughts

You are all I have
You are all I care
Anytime Anywhere
When You need me
I'm always here

Am I the one you have?
Am I the one you care?
Everytime Everyday
When I need you
You weren't there

You say you dont know how to care
I know what
I know why
Still
How I wish You know
Just one little thing
I need you more than you think

So much worries and so many doubt
So empty and so afraid
where will we go and where will you be
I have seen my future with you
What have you foreseen in yours?

Can I have one little request?
Just one little wish
Nothing more from you
Just one little attention
Can you?

Short journey

When I think I had lost you
You came and give me a clue
On that cold eerie night
I was wondering if I had heard it right
Doubt and afraid
what if I had learn it the wrong way?
Day by day,we smile and we talk
Just like those days back then
when we are close like spoon n fork

Things get complicated
when a Kangaroo ran into our time
I doubt again
I scare I'll get hurt again
You say you are confused
You say its nothing
But what I see is everything
Maybe its fate, maybe its just me
I decided to have trust
I decided to have faith
I trust what you said
I deny what I see
Believing you is all I need

20th July
We went for a movie where Will Smith fly
My heart beats just like the movies plot
Reaching for your hands
Worry I never had chance to hold again
You doubt,but your loving fingers seek for mine
holding you tight is just what I had left in mind
This is the start of a new day
where bonds are formed and two hearts collides
Just like the ending of the movie
By autumn robbed,by winter chilled
But you, my dear, you love me now
A new life and a new road
Are waiting for us both to comply

Its a short moment
A magic moment I remember
We hold each other tight
Under the dark but soothing night
How I hope It'll never end
How I hope to keep holding you till the end
I count no more my wasted tears
I mourn no more my lonesome days
This blessed hour atones for all..

2 weeks later,
A shocked news came
You had to leave, for a few years to came
How I hope you would stay
But you choose to continue your fate
I'll respect and will wait
I fear not all that Time or Fate
Strong in the love that came so late
Our souls shall keep it always

i love you my dear
and I will always do
No matter how far the distance is
Regardless how hard the obstacle is
You will be the only one in my heart

Will you do the same?