Haircut !!

I had my haircut !!



Back to the Secondary school style !! ^^
Don't ask me why I do that !!
Cuz I oso don't know !@#$#%$#^$^&

New Chapter or New Story ?

I Love driving around alone in my car at night.
Without much vehicles and pedestrians on the road.
I could relax my mind and just enjoy the short journey re-watching the drama of my life.
Circling around town and every corner of places I could fit the car.
Listening to songs and music while reminiscing every pieces of memories I could get from every single places I been to.
Family,Lover,Friends and even total Strangers.
Every single events that happened,
Has their soul printed on those every corner,
Came back to me as if I'd abandoned them there.



As I watch the stars and moon that I'd forgotten for a while.
I found back that Peace in my mind that left me alone some time ago.
Looking back to the pages,
There are Happiness and there is Sorrows,
Laughter, Tears, Promises, Betrayal, Comedies, Tragic, Heartwarming and Lies.
But...still
How could I missed so many things that I could wrote them in my page of Life?
There are still a lot of people I'd missed them out in my page.
People who I Neglected for certain reasons,
People who I Disappointed because of something or someone.
Did I ...written too much of nonsense and chose the wrong character for my scene ?
Or the script had already been set and written from the start.

I guess it's time for me to burn them away.
I'll just let the New story go on his own.


Let's go Baby... a New Chapter of a New Story is starting!! ^^

WARNING

Help me Define the word... "Friend"...

is it...

"the person who is important to you when needed, and should be discarded when you don't need them" ...

or

"the person who you called when needed, and can't even spare a minute to answer one call from them when you don't need them"

Well, I found this meaning of "Friend" in you...
I hope you know who you are IF you happened to read this post.

I just want you to know, please..do whatever you like, but if it's over the line...it's over..
A goody good guy may help you on anything at all if needed, but, they have their own pride and respect as well.

PLEASE DON'T GET TOO OVER

Insomnia

From 13th Nov 1 p.m until right now 15th Nov 4:50 a.m
I'd only slept for 2 hours
I can't believe that I actually lie down and do nothing on the bed until the morning.
(Despite the "Muslim singing" and the Chicken alarm)
The things in my head are torturing me long enough to keep me awake.
A very long time had passed, and I thought that I already gotten through all.
But I was wrong.
The moment ... appeared in front of me.
All the hard work and miserable time I'd gone through,
All goes to waste in just mere seconds.

The rain today was salt to my wounds.
Being alone ,quiet and cold in the house.
Sick and helpless.
It was a very long day....



In the Past,
I love to Sleep.
Cuz the Dream are the only thing I have.
Me n U.
Right now,
I don't even dare to close my eyes anymore.
Cuz Nightmare take the only Dream I have away.
You Left me Alone.

Sorry

Actually was thinking to write out the whole "Complicated" day I been through to surprise Chris n Dennis B'day...
But it was such a long story and the song playing on my laptop keep on spinning in my head.
And I end up writing this crap ... =='''

Out of Randomness


Sorry,I Love You

Baby I'm so Sorry
Oh My Love
Baby I'm so Sorry
Oh I'm Sorry My Girl


Look into My Heart
Can you See My Love
Baby I'm so Sorry
Everything doesn't matter
Oh bring it on
Come back to me

It's Sunday
Oh Morning Girl
My eyes open and I'm alone
Everyday Every night
I want to hold you my girl

Baby I'm so Sorry
Time and Time
Baby I'm so Sorry
I'm so Sorry Girl
Look into My Heart
I just want to hold you my girl
Everyday Every night
I wanna hold you my girl


Oh what should I do
Oh baby please tell me
What should I do

I want to see you My Love
I wont run away
Gonna stay awake all day
thinking of you

Just listen to me
Baby I'm so Sorry
My Love
I'm so Sorry Girl
I'm so sorry
Baby I'm so Sorry
Sorry that I Love you My Girl
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry


Oh your long black hair
Making my day, I don't have to pray
So beautiful and so damn rare
The way you treating me
Feel it all in my Heart
Forever from My Heart
I Promise you

She's The One

Another random post of what I always write while getting bored and listening to my fav songs
~,~




Time to let it go
Please don't let me go
I can't let you go
You gotta listen
Please ... listen


We can make this work
How can it be true
Breaking up is so blue
We gotta make everything alright
You make everything alright girl

Forever your my girl
Forever be my world
You're the only one
You're the one


Back to the corner
When all still isn't over
How can this be
When everything is still even
I'm still in heaven

Baby don't worry
Baby I won't be going
You won't be lonely
You are my only
Baby I won't be going
Even the sky is falling down
It won't bring me down
For you I won't

Forever be my girl
Forever your my world
I'm the only one
Your the one

There's only one thing left to say.




Note***

I'm NOT EMO-ing

Don't Wake Me Up

Suddenly "xin xue lai chao" logging in my friendster.
Digging to the hidden side of my hard drives.
Looking back at the old pictures ...

I really miss the old days so much T,T

I wish I could turn back the time just this Once...

Even if I couldn't change anything , even if I have to live through all of it once more..
I got no regret....

... too bad...Time is Irreversible

I can Only Dream

Liar n Fakers

Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie,
It was all a Lie.
Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie,
Everything
Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie.
*From the Lyrics in "Lets Break Up - Lee Seung Gi" *

I Hate Lies
Lying to me is worst than stabbing me with a knife
I'd seen a lot of Lies,
White Lies or Black Lies
Even thou I Detest Lying
Every time I'll just forget and get over it.


I'd seen a lot of People,
True Friends and Fakers.
Every time I'll just play their games along.
Cuz I believe everyone has their reason.

This time,
It's just too much,
I had heard the same Lie for too many times.
That mask of yours disgust me.
I snapped.
I can't take all the faking and lies already.
I got sick of it, disgust by their looks and words.
Acting "Mr.Know Nothing" when I'd already knew everything is making me crazy.

Faking myself to believe every lies.

I'm sick of that smiling face
Sick of them who thinks they knows me well
Sick of those thick faced.

I know who's my true friend is and who's not
I had ENOUGH!
I had to be Denial

I'm Sick of
Living in pretense

I'm Sick of you People !

I was like ... Mesmerized

Since our Miss Sungai YangTze keep complaining me for being Emo all the time. ==''
Guess I'll heat up my blog here from being cold n emo ..

Alright, so How I'm gonna heat it up?





EAsy~






Try Guessing ?



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It's Obvious!!



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I'm obsessed with...


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YoonA ~ lah u doink!!! xD



Alright, It's not like I love to blog about her.. (err..actually I do..xP)

But this time, it'll really makes the boy's heart melts, your eyes shine, and of course..

Envy and Jealousy from the girls ! hahahahaha

So okay, I got this from Soshified

YoonA was chosen as a model for Amore Pacific's Innisfree - a company that promotes use of natural cosmetic products.

I'll let the photo do the talking and your eyes to do the judging.. ^^

Bye bye for now~ =)

*p/s click photo to see larger picture*








I Love this one~ ^^
Beautiful Place + Beautiful Girl

忆难忘

每一天
每一分
每一秒


画面总是不停浮现
影子总出现在眼前
试着遗忘所有一切
但却没勇气睁开眼
有过冲动握着你手
偏偏忘记已是过去



有没后悔那天邂逅
是否应该拒绝问候
你应该不应该舍弃
握在手中的那糖果



其实绝非爱得不够
看透不需真正拥有
说了一千句别执着
却阻不了心脏跳动



遥远背后看守就够
全然退后豁出所有
衷心祝福后就放手
这种感觉没有尽头
为你幸福付出所有

Loooooooong way to go

Near Death experience
...

How many times does one person need to experience,these so called "Accident" until they actually die for real?

I look back to the old days from 4-5 years old to my 19th.
I'd encountered alot of .."things" that suppose to take my puny lil life away.
Falling from high places to drowning
From Suffocating to near Heart attack
From "almost" broken neck and backbones to car accidents.

Wonder if someone never notice
Wonder if that driver never break
Wonder if the mattress wasn't there
Wonder if ....

wow... i don't even wana think about it right now

I guess it's not my time yet... xD
I still got a loooooooong way to go man...

Nostalgic

Tonight is kinda weird...

Seems like I'm repeating the same night as last month.
Eating my Maggi + Sausage + Egg + Chocolate Milk + Bread for Dinner
While watching "Hello Baby" alone at home.
Siting on the same place, facing the same direction, eating the same thing....


I want changes...
I need a drastic change in my life...
Anything... anything at all...

RAndom

I Have a Dream
I Have My Wish
I Hold on to My Words
I Do What I Said
I Break No Promises
I Hold on to My Commitment
And I Don't Regret !

All this sums up Me being an Idiot
xXP

I'm 19

I guess I should've wrote something about this..
to Thanks everyone who had Wished me..Celebrate with me.."Surprise" me... Sia sui me n so on..
haha

Ok...

Firstly, have to thank my bros: Yoo and Chris
They gave me a present 5 days before my B'day ==''
A Nike T-shirt with my nickname on it.. haha Cool~
Thanks ya guys.. ^^

Just Do It~


4 days later..

XunHuai,WeeChen,Kent,JianShen,WeiChian celebrated mine and KaiWen's at Jetty
2 B'day in one.. Save Money huh...haha..and 2 days earlier somemore..
but too bad I have to leave early to go to da "Next Street" right after I ate the cake.

Meet Shenny,Limyet,Shant at Dreambox
If it wasn't the waiter "slipped" I really wouldnt have know it was to celebrate my B'day..haha
But, in the end they still GOT me ..
Shant n Shenny make a prank , Shant makes me believe there's a pervert outside the toilet and Shenny is in trouble ==''
and so....
Rush out the room to bump into a "squad" of waiter and her with a Cake ..
Ok.. I admit.. It really Surprises me..

I really enjoy the day with 3 different batch of friends with me.. ^^
After class dinner with a bunch of Friends in Campus
Sing K with my Secondary school friends
Kena tipu by da "S" gang.. swt~

Next day,
Having tea with Eric,Alvin,Weekiat,Angela,Andrew,Weijie at Nadeje before Eric n Weijie go back Kelantan...
Thx for the Layer cake Eric =)


After having dinner at Kg.8 with da rest of the gang
We went to have a yamcha session at Mori
Dom and Ziyan was there before us..
Wow, what a surprise to saw Chee hou singing there.. haha
JianShen,YeeYang and ChinMing coincidentally was there as well..
Everything looks normal at 1st..but after that
They told the singer to sing B'day song ..and the worst things is I have to stand up..
walao.. T,T n CheeHou only found out it is me.. haha..
anyway..thanks guys..^^

Alright..it's 12am + n I continue my night to Aloha
Siwei,Michael n wife,Kent and Kelvin was there..
have a few drinks there and again..the singer on stage sang B'day song again..
Imagine B'day song in a club...swt~
but anyway..have to thanks them also la..haha..^^
a second round to Arena! wohooo.. met another Kelvin there..haha
A great night..but scary as well when on the way home..
Kent drove his car on the one way road in the Opposite Direction!!! @@''
And I have to take that risk by following him behind ..swt~ Good thing nothing bad happens..n no Police...haha..

Oh..btw..thanks Weekiat for the meal at LeGarden
and Of cuz my Birthday present for the day..
ManU won Arsenal 2-1 ! xD haha


And the best for the last...
Thanks May, My 3rd aunt for her present~ ^^


Love it ~

A very unique day this year..
With many different people..different pattern..different style..haha
Glad to have you all~
And here I thanks everyone who wished me through Phone, SMS, Personally, E-Mails, Comments, Wall post etc etc
And I wish you all have a Dream Come True as Well ~ Cheers~ ^^

Silent

I'm gonna stop speaking from now on for at least a week or longer.
And this only meant towards Close Friend and Friends
(Conversation between "strangers" like Hi Bye friend or Lecturer etc etc won't be affected)
Don't ask me why..
And I hope you guys don't get pissed off by me when you're trying to talk with me. xP
So all my friends listen up!
If I ever say a word to you guys..please remind me to shut up.. Thank You ~ ^^

Oh ya..
one question
Am I consider as a Good person or a Bad person?
I got so Terrible meh ? >,<

The Man Who Can't Be Moved

That day PJ suddenly write the lyrics n send me ==
n so making me crapping here again..xP


Going back to the Corner,
Where I First saw You.
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag,
I'm not gonna Move.

They try to hand me Money,
But they Don't Understand.
How Can I Move on,
When I'm still In Love with You.

Whenever I step in here
This song played and played repeatedly
and I never got sick of it..

Maybe...
Cuz I'm not Moving..

When can I start to move on
Pack up my backpack
Throw away that cardboard
And that picture of you


Three years later...
This song will remain in my page for Three more years
I'll stay here for Three more years
I'm not gonna move
I'm not moving
Maybe I'll really get famous
As the man who can't move

When you wake up one morning
If you start missing me
And wonder where on Earth I could be
I'll be right here waiting
And I'm not gonna Move

I'm the Man who Can't be Moved

"Hello" (Random Post)

Hello Hello
Remember what I do wrong, so here I go
Putting a Hole in My debilitated Heart
Are we really so Far apart?

Hello Hello
There is no place I cannot go
Walk out the door and up the streets
Look at the stars beneath my feet
Your Heart is the only place I can't be

You touched my heart you touched my soul
You Changes my Life and all My Goals
Goodbye my Lover Goodbye my Friend
And love is blind and that I knew when
Sometimes Goodbye is just a Second Chance

And I still hold your hand in mine
In mine when I'm asleep
I'll just make the same mistake again
I'm not calling for a second chance


I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile
I've watched you sleeping for a while
As you move on, remember me
Remember us and all we used to be

And I think I'm gonna Hate It Girl
How you embraced my hand and say Don't Let Go
How you say you Missed me when you're Alone
Now there's only Me and my Silent Phone


Walk out the door and up the street
Look at the stars fall down
And wonder where did I go wrong
Once again I cannot sleep
Hello Hello
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow
I'm so Hollow..

Replay

A random post I made up while i'm listening to my fav songs..=)



I dedicated my all to this song
Yeah dedicated to all my brokenhearted people
So sick of love songs
But still singing that love song
Are you ready..

Lets go...


We hold and held
I sing and sang
Close your eyes
Hear the bells
Memento of ours

Im going back, yeah I'm going back
I found it, yes but it's all now black
You left and , yeah I fell
You break it and now my sorrow swell

What can I do now
Oh I'll make it all well
We gonna take it away
Day by day
Yeah, Forever baby
Day by day
Forgive me ..

Oh my heart break like a wave
Oh Girl say my name
Lets spread the fame
Lets play the game..

Oh girl I cry cried
Falling apart ,
Oh girl I cry cried
To not say Goodbye


As time passes..
Don't bury our Promise...
I can bear it in some way...
I can stand in some way...


Oh you're my everything
And I think I'm gonna hate it girl
Make up...
Need a Replay
Shake up...
oh Let's Replay
Break up..
Accept my Apology
(I need a Replay)
Oh Let's make up
And make our own Love Disease
Incurable Disease
Let's singalong
Scream my name and feel our pain
Break my voice and it's all vain


I think I'm gonna Hate it girl
But Let's Replay..Replay...Replay

Memorable Day - 20th July

20th July

Today is a very Special day..For me...
I can still remember last year as if it was just yesterday..
20th July .. it was a Sunday in 2008...
This year it landed on Monday huh... =)

But..
Too Bad...
This year is different.. Totally different..
Don't know whether I can officially "Celebrate" today as an anniversary in the future or not..
Don't know whether I can even mention it in the future or not..

Happy 1st year to Me ~ ^^


The story still have to go on..
Cuz the story isn't over yet ...


Wherever it takes me to...
I still have to keep building my Bridge..

My Sassy Girl

My Sassy Girl...
Yea..I know its a based on a Korean Drama from few years ago
I never watched the drama before
So I don't really know how different is the story between these two..
but today I watched this movie and found it really touching in the end.

Hm..guess I'll go find the drama and see whether it's better than this movie or not..xD

Here's a short synopsis from the net :

My Sassy Girl is the tale of the first and last time Charlie Bellow falls in love. From their initial meeting, trouble is the name of the game. Imagine an amorphous mass of dating disasters and you get an idea of the relationship between the young couple. Some mysterious force with the strength of gravity between two planets must be at play between Charlie and Jordan as the relationship truly makes no sense on the surface. Everything seems pitted against the two of them. Things suddenly come to a halt when the two write letters confessing their love for each other. Agreeing to meet a year later to read the love letters together, Charlie and Jordan go their separate ways...

I really love the ending and the thing both the hero n heroine said...

This is a few of my favorite quotes..

Jordan Roark : We have to stay alive, because we have to see how the story ends.

Charlie Bellow : Whatever she was going through it was beyond anything in my experience and beyond my ability to fix. I had no right to judge her, if I chose to stay with her – knowing the risks – all I could do was give her love and respect, and see how the story would end…

Charlie Bellow : If we never see each other again... And you're out walking one day and you feel a certain presence beside you... that will be me, loving you, wherever I am.


*Conversation between Leo and Charlie*

Charlie Bellow : On the reasons to stop seeing her side we have: One, on going physical danger. Two, high likely-hood of a broken heart. Three, uh career sabotage. Four, she is clinically insane. Five, she seems to enjoy my pain. Six, fourteen piece matched set of Louis Vuitton emotional baggage. Seven, I haven't even kissed her yet, for God's sakes. Uh eight, she's ruining my life.

Leo : And the reasons to keep seeing her?

Charlie Bellow : I'm in love with her.



Nice movie ~ =)