I'm 19

I guess I should've wrote something about this..
to Thanks everyone who had Wished me..Celebrate with me.."Surprise" me... Sia sui me n so on..
haha

Ok...

Firstly, have to thank my bros: Yoo and Chris
They gave me a present 5 days before my B'day ==''
A Nike T-shirt with my nickname on it.. haha Cool~
Thanks ya guys.. ^^

Just Do It~


4 days later..

XunHuai,WeeChen,Kent,JianShen,WeiChian celebrated mine and KaiWen's at Jetty
2 B'day in one.. Save Money huh...haha..and 2 days earlier somemore..
but too bad I have to leave early to go to da "Next Street" right after I ate the cake.

Meet Shenny,Limyet,Shant at Dreambox
If it wasn't the waiter "slipped" I really wouldnt have know it was to celebrate my B'day..haha
But, in the end they still GOT me ..
Shant n Shenny make a prank , Shant makes me believe there's a pervert outside the toilet and Shenny is in trouble ==''
and so....
Rush out the room to bump into a "squad" of waiter and her with a Cake ..
Ok.. I admit.. It really Surprises me..

I really enjoy the day with 3 different batch of friends with me.. ^^
After class dinner with a bunch of Friends in Campus
Sing K with my Secondary school friends
Kena tipu by da "S" gang.. swt~

Next day,
Having tea with Eric,Alvin,Weekiat,Angela,Andrew,Weijie at Nadeje before Eric n Weijie go back Kelantan...
Thx for the Layer cake Eric =)


After having dinner at Kg.8 with da rest of the gang
We went to have a yamcha session at Mori
Dom and Ziyan was there before us..
Wow, what a surprise to saw Chee hou singing there.. haha
JianShen,YeeYang and ChinMing coincidentally was there as well..
Everything looks normal at 1st..but after that
They told the singer to sing B'day song ..and the worst things is I have to stand up..
walao.. T,T n CheeHou only found out it is me.. haha..
anyway..thanks guys..^^

Alright..it's 12am + n I continue my night to Aloha
Siwei,Michael n wife,Kent and Kelvin was there..
have a few drinks there and again..the singer on stage sang B'day song again..
Imagine B'day song in a club...swt~
but anyway..have to thanks them also la..haha..^^
a second round to Arena! wohooo.. met another Kelvin there..haha
A great night..but scary as well when on the way home..
Kent drove his car on the one way road in the Opposite Direction!!! @@''
And I have to take that risk by following him behind ..swt~ Good thing nothing bad happens..n no Police...haha..

Oh..btw..thanks Weekiat for the meal at LeGarden
and Of cuz my Birthday present for the day..
ManU won Arsenal 2-1 ! xD haha


And the best for the last...
Thanks May, My 3rd aunt for her present~ ^^


Love it ~

A very unique day this year..
With many different people..different pattern..different style..haha
Glad to have you all~
And here I thanks everyone who wished me through Phone, SMS, Personally, E-Mails, Comments, Wall post etc etc
And I wish you all have a Dream Come True as Well ~ Cheers~ ^^

Silent

I'm gonna stop speaking from now on for at least a week or longer.
And this only meant towards Close Friend and Friends
(Conversation between "strangers" like Hi Bye friend or Lecturer etc etc won't be affected)
Don't ask me why..
And I hope you guys don't get pissed off by me when you're trying to talk with me. xP
So all my friends listen up!
If I ever say a word to you guys..please remind me to shut up.. Thank You ~ ^^

Oh ya..
one question
Am I consider as a Good person or a Bad person?
I got so Terrible meh ? >,<

The Man Who Can't Be Moved

That day PJ suddenly write the lyrics n send me ==
n so making me crapping here again..xP


Going back to the Corner,
Where I First saw You.
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag,
I'm not gonna Move.

They try to hand me Money,
But they Don't Understand.
How Can I Move on,
When I'm still In Love with You.

Whenever I step in here
This song played and played repeatedly
and I never got sick of it..

Maybe...
Cuz I'm not Moving..

When can I start to move on
Pack up my backpack
Throw away that cardboard
And that picture of you


Three years later...
This song will remain in my page for Three more years
I'll stay here for Three more years
I'm not gonna move
I'm not moving
Maybe I'll really get famous
As the man who can't move

When you wake up one morning
If you start missing me
And wonder where on Earth I could be
I'll be right here waiting
And I'm not gonna Move

I'm the Man who Can't be Moved

"Hello" (Random Post)

Hello Hello
Remember what I do wrong, so here I go
Putting a Hole in My debilitated Heart
Are we really so Far apart?

Hello Hello
There is no place I cannot go
Walk out the door and up the streets
Look at the stars beneath my feet
Your Heart is the only place I can't be

You touched my heart you touched my soul
You Changes my Life and all My Goals
Goodbye my Lover Goodbye my Friend
And love is blind and that I knew when
Sometimes Goodbye is just a Second Chance

And I still hold your hand in mine
In mine when I'm asleep
I'll just make the same mistake again
I'm not calling for a second chance


I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile
I've watched you sleeping for a while
As you move on, remember me
Remember us and all we used to be

And I think I'm gonna Hate It Girl
How you embraced my hand and say Don't Let Go
How you say you Missed me when you're Alone
Now there's only Me and my Silent Phone


Walk out the door and up the street
Look at the stars fall down
And wonder where did I go wrong
Once again I cannot sleep
Hello Hello
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow
I'm so Hollow..

Replay

A random post I made up while i'm listening to my fav songs..=)



I dedicated my all to this song
Yeah dedicated to all my brokenhearted people
So sick of love songs
But still singing that love song
Are you ready..

Lets go...


We hold and held
I sing and sang
Close your eyes
Hear the bells
Memento of ours

Im going back, yeah I'm going back
I found it, yes but it's all now black
You left and , yeah I fell
You break it and now my sorrow swell

What can I do now
Oh I'll make it all well
We gonna take it away
Day by day
Yeah, Forever baby
Day by day
Forgive me ..

Oh my heart break like a wave
Oh Girl say my name
Lets spread the fame
Lets play the game..

Oh girl I cry cried
Falling apart ,
Oh girl I cry cried
To not say Goodbye


As time passes..
Don't bury our Promise...
I can bear it in some way...
I can stand in some way...


Oh you're my everything
And I think I'm gonna hate it girl
Make up...
Need a Replay
Shake up...
oh Let's Replay
Break up..
Accept my Apology
(I need a Replay)
Oh Let's make up
And make our own Love Disease
Incurable Disease
Let's singalong
Scream my name and feel our pain
Break my voice and it's all vain


I think I'm gonna Hate it girl
But Let's Replay..Replay...Replay

Memorable Day - 20th July

20th July

Today is a very Special day..For me...
I can still remember last year as if it was just yesterday..
20th July .. it was a Sunday in 2008...
This year it landed on Monday huh... =)

But..
Too Bad...
This year is different.. Totally different..
Don't know whether I can officially "Celebrate" today as an anniversary in the future or not..
Don't know whether I can even mention it in the future or not..

Happy 1st year to Me ~ ^^


The story still have to go on..
Cuz the story isn't over yet ...


Wherever it takes me to...
I still have to keep building my Bridge..

My Sassy Girl

My Sassy Girl...
Yea..I know its a based on a Korean Drama from few years ago
I never watched the drama before
So I don't really know how different is the story between these two..
but today I watched this movie and found it really touching in the end.

Hm..guess I'll go find the drama and see whether it's better than this movie or not..xD

Here's a short synopsis from the net :

My Sassy Girl is the tale of the first and last time Charlie Bellow falls in love. From their initial meeting, trouble is the name of the game. Imagine an amorphous mass of dating disasters and you get an idea of the relationship between the young couple. Some mysterious force with the strength of gravity between two planets must be at play between Charlie and Jordan as the relationship truly makes no sense on the surface. Everything seems pitted against the two of them. Things suddenly come to a halt when the two write letters confessing their love for each other. Agreeing to meet a year later to read the love letters together, Charlie and Jordan go their separate ways...

I really love the ending and the thing both the hero n heroine said...

This is a few of my favorite quotes..

Jordan Roark : We have to stay alive, because we have to see how the story ends.

Charlie Bellow : Whatever she was going through it was beyond anything in my experience and beyond my ability to fix. I had no right to judge her, if I chose to stay with her – knowing the risks – all I could do was give her love and respect, and see how the story would end…

Charlie Bellow : If we never see each other again... And you're out walking one day and you feel a certain presence beside you... that will be me, loving you, wherever I am.


*Conversation between Leo and Charlie*

Charlie Bellow : On the reasons to stop seeing her side we have: One, on going physical danger. Two, high likely-hood of a broken heart. Three, uh career sabotage. Four, she is clinically insane. Five, she seems to enjoy my pain. Six, fourteen piece matched set of Louis Vuitton emotional baggage. Seven, I haven't even kissed her yet, for God's sakes. Uh eight, she's ruining my life.

Leo : And the reasons to keep seeing her?

Charlie Bellow : I'm in love with her.



Nice movie ~ =)

YoonA ^^

Got nothing to do..
Although having class few hours later at 7 a.m =='' sux ..
But still.. My mood is up to make this post..xD
*Since YT ask why I didn't make a post bout it..I'll do it now..xD*

Girls can take few look as well and get some idea on changing your own hairstyle~ xD


Starting with the 2007


To this... ^^


To this... xP


To this... xD


To this ... @@''



To this ... ~,~v


To this...=)



To this... ^^



And Now to THIS !! ^^
Aint it Pretty? xD lol
























Forgive me for being so... obsessed... ==''
Just for fun... ^^

Peace

8th July 2009

Lied on my bed at 3:44 am
Woke up at 9:05 am
Reached class at 10:14 am
Class Ends at 11:32 am
Fall sloppy-ly on my Sofa at 11:50am
On my Laptop 11:52 am
The Tv 11:52 am

A piece of Secret Recipe's New York Cheese cake (leftovers from Mum's Bday)
A glass of Lemon Ice Tea
Die Hard 4.0 movie
Alone and Peacefully
Watching one of my favorite movie
Eating one of my favorite cake
Drinking one of my favorite drinks

So peacefully that nothing comes into your mind
Where it just you, the cake, the beverages and the action packed movie
The first time ever I'd experienced such... Peace
It all takes place between 12:20 pm to 3:00 pm

Once in a while...
Life can be Good sometimes...
But still it's a long way to go..
There's a lot yet to be learn and done

I Forgot

Have you ever forget to breathe ?
I actually forget to breathe just now..
It's almost as if I concentrate on doing or thinking something and "forget" to breathe.
Freaky... @@''

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Totally random from this point onwards ... =)

I forget to breathe
I forgot to tell you something
Forgot to apologize for nothing
I forgot that life's not fair
I remember wanting to believe
But now I don't remember why


It's starting like the dreams I had everyday
As we pass by a fragrant road in this beautiful season
My cautious footsteps pound in my head
When you come closer while smiling for me
Everything has a scent because of you
Like the ocean in summer
Like the sky in late fall
It's a dream that starts when the blue light sparkles

Where's my Tinkerbell ...

Trying to remember
Remembering the rhythm
Recalling how it beats for you
It came and go

When your near me
You know I can't see things clearly
I can't breathe
and my heart stop beating
I forgot how to breathe

One of my Fav Movie

Don't know why...just feel like posting something about this...


A movie that inspire me the most on LIFE

A movie that makes me feel ashamed of myself right now

It's a movie from few years back ..I watched it 2 years ago..
and recently I repeatedly watched it the 4th time already..=)

The Pursuit of Happyness

A movie based on a true story
about
an on-and-off-homeless salesman-turned stockbroker.

p/s this is also the movie that make me start playing Rubik's cube.. xP

I Need a Spelling Lesson

Great~

The 2nd week of my "Beta" year had just passed..

First, the number of people in class are tripled compare to Foundation year..
But, Loneliness level are 100 times higher.. sob

Pros and Cons

Good thing is..I pay more attention to class now..listening to every word the lecturer was saying..
Miracle huh..xD

Bad thing is.. damn.. lack of all the jokes, fun, gossips bla bla bla..
Class are just plain boring ...
Some Indian lecturers are giving me a major headache..
Not being racist here..( well..a lil..xP)
Their English with their Indian-ish accent are making my head spinning like they do when they talk Tamil..swt~
I wonder how my Financial Accounting going to pass..T_T
Seriously need help when exams coming..
Save me !! Someone ?!!



Totally Random~

Sometimes when I reflect back on all the beer I drink I feel ashamed.
Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the brewery and all of their hopes and dreams.
If I didn't drink this beer, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered.
Then I say to myself, "It is better that I drink this beer and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver.

Make sense huh...

I am free, no matter what rules surround me.
If I find them tolerable, I tolerate them; if I find them too obnoxious, I break them.
I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do

Responsibility... Is there anyone here qualify to be call Responsible?




The correct spelling - Happiness
I spell - Happyness

Happiness cannot be achieve with only 'I' myself..
Happyness needs 'Y'ou to be achieved together...

Simply Random

I understand that Scissors can beat Paper, and I get how Rock can beat Scissors, but there's no fuckin way Paper can beat Rock. Paper is supposed to magically wrap around Rock leaving it immobile? Why the hell can't Paper do this to Scissors? Screw Scissors, why can't Paper do this to people? Why isn't notebook paper constantly suffocating students while they take notes in class? I'll tell you why, because Paper can't beat anybody; a Rock would tear that shit up in 2 seconds. When I play Rock/Paper/Scissors, I always choose Rock. Then when somebody claims to beat me with their Paper I can punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say, "Oh shit, I'm sorry. I thought Paper would protect you.. =_='

Life is like a roller coaster, I'm about to throw up..
and
I'm not Crazy, My reality is just different than yours..

and
Sometimes I just sits and thinks, and Sometimes I just sits..




无重力 - Willbert Pan


画面不动了 情歌不唱了
爱情的重播键明明一直按着
什么原因 让时间停了
在伤心的镜头 被停格

电梯不动了 爱也停止了
可是坠落的感觉怎么还在呢
热闹的街道还在狂欢着
为何我却孤单漂浮着

无重力腾空 慢慢跌入无尽的黑洞
没知觉的伤痛 飘荡的心却摔得更重

我爱你 你爱我 是不是还不够
我不懂 为什么 付出的全落空
无重力 爱坠落 粉身碎骨的我
不受控制的手 还能抓住什么

我爱你 你爱我 算不算 是承诺
全世界 都沉默 没声音的嘶吼
无重力 爱坠落 最缓慢的折磨
只剩遍体鳞伤的我 撑到最后

画面不动了 情歌不唱了
爱情的重播键明明一直按着
什么原因 让时间停了
在伤心的镜头 被停格

电梯不动了 爱也停止了
可是坠落的感觉怎么还在呢
热闹的街道还在狂欢着
为何我却孤单漂浮着

无重力腾空 慢慢跌入无尽的黑洞
没知觉的伤痛
飘荡在半空的心越挣扎却摔得更重

我爱你 你爱我 是不是还不够
我不懂 为什么 付出的全落空
无重力 爱坠落 粉身碎骨的我
不受控制的手 还能抓住什么

我爱你 你爱我 算不算 是承诺
全世界 都沉默 没声音的嘶吼
无重力 爱坠落 最缓慢的折磨
只剩遍体鳞伤的我 撑到最后

（I love you）

我爱你 你爱我 是不是还不够
我不懂 为什么 付出的全落空
无重力 爱坠落 粉身碎骨的我
不受控制的手 还能抓住什么

我爱你 你爱我 算不算 是承诺
全世界 都沉默 没声音的嘶吼
无重力 爱坠落 最缓慢的折磨
只剩遍体鳞伤的我 撑到 最后

Starting a New Me

Ego-ism blinded us

Ego leads to Selfish..
Selfish leads to tons of Problems

I always ask what's wrong with people
but, Before that...
I should have ask what's wrong with me first..

Expecting too much and giving too less..
Overconfident in everything and being un-confident at the same time
Being Maturely Immature at the same time..
Trying to be someone I'm not.. Is gona take a hard effort.
I'm gonna change myself from this second
No matter how and what it takes..

Teach me when I'm wrong
Scold me when I'm wrong
Hit me when I'm wrong

I rather being scold in the face and change myself after wards
then being hated by people in the heart without me realizing.

I'm still learning..
I'm still growing up..
Lead me..Teach me...Guide Me...

Friends,Family,Enemy,Strangers,Whoever...
I Love you all~

Hypocrite

I'm a hypocrite
Everyone agree? =)

A guy who always said, want the best for the others..
But in the end always ending up hurting people in a way ..
Accidentally or Purposely ..
Always done things without consideration of the others
In my own narrow minded way, I thought what I'm doing is always right
Always thought that I have the best way for the others..
Without realizing I'm just being selfish all along.


Why always regretting doing something only after I'd already done it.
Can't I be more rational and wise for one heck once in a while??
I'm always got deaf...
Blinded by emotions
Always confident about knowing what's inside people's mind
Paranoid is a word for me..


Doing everything with a heart of hoping the best for someone
Aren't always a good thing ...

Think before You Act !

Ｄｒｕｎｋ？

Now only i Realise im such a hypocrite..

Went to Aloha again wif NSQ frens..
Headache..drunk i guess..
i dun even know wat im doing now cept for writing a blog due to my moodiness..xD
but now nothing matters anymore
thx for everyone today that went Aloha..
Especially Si Wei !! ^^
Kent..Ah Heng tht already drunk..xD
and one more MMu fella whom i forgot his name..sry ya..
swt~

Glad i still have all of you guys.
well..of course everyone that i know is included depsite the NSQ frens＾＾
ｈｅｅ
ｇｕｄ　ｎｙｔ　ｅｖｅｒｙｏｎｅ．．．ｓｗｔ～
ｉ　ｍ　ｄｒｕｎｋ．．ｚｚｚ

搞笑 - Show Luo

那一条牙膏 在对我傻笑
嘲笑我永远用不掉
想睡就睡 想闹就闹
好快乐少了人唠叨

蓝色的碗盘 多买了一套
我忘了没人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角 无辜的陪笑
才会让我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑 借着热闹 掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好
当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉
我受不了

还在搞笑 害怕回家 不知怎么熬
这么多年 早就喜欢 有你的撒娇
我想我能熬 但是至少要让我知道
你好不好


我们的小狗 食量变好小
眼神里常常显得无聊
他习惯睡觉的床位 少了一双脚
所以他常常看着门口睡不着

我在搞笑 借着热闹 掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好
当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉
我受不了

我在搞笑 却在最后 眼泪拼命掉
你的离开 失去多少 我计算不了
忙完了一天 突然觉得又何必辛劳
对谁炫耀

还在搞笑 是否拥有 麻痹的疗效
唱一夜歌 却避不开 催泪的曲调
我彻夜胡闹 希望听到有人会提到
你好不好

Something Girls Never know

Something Girls Never know

Girls wont understand why Boys want to learn to be Strong.
Because they know It's Fragile inside despite the Rigid appearance.

Girls wont understand why Boys doesn't cry easily.
Not because a Boy can't cry,
But they know It's Over when the Tear drops.

Girls wont understand why Boys still care for them even after a Break up.
Because they know,
They aren't trying to be friend,but to get back that Love they used to have.

Girls wont understand why Boys always get mad at them.
Because they know,
Scolding them is to hope that they don't get con by others in the future.

Girls wont understand why Boys care so much bout your ex.
Because they know,
Not that they aren't confident bout themselves,
But afraid that you'll leave them as well.

Girls wont know why Boys always blame themselves after a Break up.
They are just hoping that there's only one man crying in this relationship.
And in the mean time hoping the Girls can find a better relationship.
As long as She can be Happy
It's the last Wish a Boy can have.

No one Knows...

Short Updates

woot~

It's been a while since the last updates...
Been very very "Busy" for the past few days..or weeks..xP

Following Yoo around..following best buds around, pool-ing, gaming, lepak-ing, watch football match, working on assignments and project at the last minutes, mahjong..etc etc..
wow..damn busy huh...xD

Final Exam is coming next week !
and seriously* I haven't revise any of the subject yet T,T
Having problem with all the subs..damn... *Should da pay more attention in class huh~*



http://mlkstd.mmu.edu.my/~1081101095
yep~ the website project for PCA I have working on for 2 whole day are finished ^^
If ya gona complain bout me being obsessed with yoona..
NO I'M NOT!
just that it makes the process of making the website fun instead of getting me frustated for doing it .. xD

Time sure flies..It's now May
I can still remember all the incident that happened lasst year at this time clearly as if it was just yesterday..haiz..nostalgic..

Oh, and not to forget...
Thx "Small Fish" for buying Eclipse and Breaking Dawn for me ^^
Fresh from KinoKuniya and paid in SGDollars
aiks...feel sorry I didn't pay a cent for it ...
THANK YOU!!!

One more month to go and we're going to Beta year *I hope I pass all the sub >,<*
I got Marketing Management as I want it..
I don't know whether if that's I really wanted..
but whatever...I'll do my BEST!!!
Marching for Success at age 27-28 !!! ^^